The poem of a man's life is very deeply hidden, and civilisation is the
covert. The immediate outcome of civilisation is reserve and--nous
voila. Are we not increasing our educational facilities with a blind
insistence day by day? One wonders what three generations of cheap
education will do for the world. Already a middle-aged man can note
the slackening of the human tie. Railway directors, and other persons
whose pockets benefit by the advance of civilisation, talk a vast deal
of rubbish about bringing together the peoples of the world. You can
connect them, but you cannot bring them together. Moreover, a
connection is sometimes a point of divergence. In human affairs it is
more often so than otherwise.
True, a generation lay between these two men, but it was not that that
tied their tongues. It was partially the fact that Cipriani de Lloseta
had moved with the times--had learnt, perhaps, too well, to acquire
that reserve which is daily becoming more noticeable among men.
Nevertheless, it was he who spoke first.
"I asked you to come and smoke a cigar with me for a purpose," he said.
Fitz nodded.
"Yes," he answered; "I thought so."
A shadowy smile acknowledged this simple statement of a simple fact.
The Count leant forward on his seat, resting his somewhat hollow cheek
on his hand and his elbow on the arm of his chair.
"Some years ago," he said, "before you were born, I passed through
a--well, a bad time. One of those times, I take it, when a man finds
out the difference between a friend and an acquaintance. The
circumstances would not interest you. They are essentially personal.
Some men, and many women--I am not cynical, that is the last resource
of one who has himself to blame, I am merely stating a fact--many women
turned their backs upon me. There was, however, one man--an
Englishman--who held to me with that unflinching courage of his own
opinion which makes an Englishman what he is. I accepted nothing from
him at the time. In fact, he could do nothing for me. I think he
understood. An Englishman and a Spaniard have much in common. He is
dead now. It was Challoner."
Fitz nodded. The Count changed his position slightly.
"I want you to use what influence you have with Miss Challoner. She is
proud."
Fitz made no attempt to disclaim the implied influence.
"Yes," he said; "I know."
And he looked at the end of his cigar with a deep interest. The man
who loves a proud woman loves her pride. He is also a happy man,
because her pride will kill her vanity, and it is a woman's vanity that
spoils a husband's love.
"It would be a great satisfaction to me," the Count went on, "to pay
off in some small degree the debt of gratitude which I never even
acknowledged to Challoner. Eve"--he paused, and repeated the name with
a certain sense of enjoyment--"Eve is not fully equipped with worldly
wisdom. Thank God, for I hate a worldly-wise woman. She is hardly old
enough or--plain enough to fight her own battles."
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