Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
to whom this Cerberus was betraying him. In view of the whole series of
different faces which Mme. Guermantes displayed thus one after another,
faces that occupied a relative and varying extent, contracted one day,
vast the next, in her person and attire as a whole, my love was not
attached to any one of those changeable and ever-changing elements of
flesh and fabric which replaced one another as day followed day, and
which she could modify, could almost entirely reconstruct without
altering my disturbance because beneath them, beneath the new collar and
the strange cheek, I felt that it was still Mme. de Guermantes. What I
loved was the invisible person who set all this outward show in motion,
her whose hostility so distressed me, whose approach set me trembling,
whose life I would fain have made my own and driven out of it her
friends. She might flaunt a blue feather or shew a fiery cheek without
her actions’ losing their importance for me.
I should not myself have felt that Mme. de Guermantes was tired of
meeting me day after day, had I not learned it indirectly by reading it
on the face, stiff with coldness, disapproval and pity which Françoise
shewed when she was helping me to get ready for these morning walks. The
moment I asked her for my outdoor things I felt a contrary wind arise in
her worn and battered features. I made no attempt to win her confidence,
for I knew that I should not succeed. She had, for at once discovering
any unpleasant thing that might have happened to my parents or myself, a
power the nature of which I have never been able to fathom. Perhaps it
was not supernatural, but was to be explained by sources of information
that were open to her alone: as it may happen that the news which often
reaches a savage tribe several days before the post has brought it to
the European colony has really been transmitted to them not by telepathy
but from hill-top to hill-top by a chain of beacon fires. So, in the
particular instance of my morning walks, possibly Mme. de Guermantes’s
servants had heard their mistress say how tired she was of running into
me every day without fail wherever she went, and had repeated her
remarks to Françoise. My parents might, it is true, have attached some
servant other than Françoise to my person, still I should have been no
better off. Françoise was in a sense less of a servant than the others.
In her way of feeling things, of being kind and pitiful, hard and
distant, superior and narrow, of combining a white skin with red hands
she was still the village maiden whose parents had had “a place of their
own” but having come to grief had been obliged to put her into service.
Her presence in our household was the country air, the social life of a
farm of fifty years ago wafted to us by a sort of reversal of the normal
order of travel whereby it is the place that comes to visit the person.
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