Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Why did I one morning, when I saw bearing down on me beneath a violet
hood a sweet, smooth face whose charms were symmetrically arranged about
a pair of blue eyes, a face in which the curve of the nose seemed to
have been absorbed, gauge from a joyous commotion in my bosom that I was
not going to return home without having caught a glimpse of Mme. de
Guermantes; and on the next feel the same disturbance, affect the same
indifference, turn away my eyes in the same careless manner as on the
day before, on the apparition, seen in profile as she crossed from a
side street and crowned by a navy-blue toque, of a beak-like nose
bounding a flushed cheek chequered with a piercing eye, like some
Egyptian deity? Once it was not merely a woman with a bird’s beak that I
saw but almost the bird itself; the outer garments, even the toque of
Mme. de Guermantes were of fur, and since she thus left no cloth
visible, she seemed naturally furred, like certain vultures whose thick,
smooth, dusky, downy plumage suggests rather the skin of a wild beast.
From the midst of this natural plumage, the tiny head arched out its
beak and the two eyes on its surface were piercing-keen and blue.
One day I had been pacing up and down the street for hours on end
without a vestige of Mme. de Guermantes when suddenly, inside a
pastry-cook’s shop tucked in between two of the mansions of this
aristocratic and plebeian quarter, there appeared, took shape the vague
and unfamiliar face of a fashionably dressed woman who was asking to see
some little cakes, and, before I had had time to make her out, there
shot forth at me like a lightning flash, reaching me sooner than its
accompaniment of thunder, the glance of the Duchess; another time,
having failed to meet her and hearing twelve strike, I realised that it
was not worth my while to wait for her any longer, I was sorrowfully
making my way homewards; and, absorbed in my own disappointment, looking
absently after and not seeing a carriage that had overtaken me, I
realised suddenly that the movement of her head which I saw a lady make
through the carriage window was meant for me, and that this lady, whose
features, relaxed and pale, or it might equally be tense and vivid,
composed, beneath a round hat which nestled at the foot of a towering
plume, the face of a stranger whom I had supposed that I did not know,
was Mme. de Guermantes, by whom I had let myself be greeted without so
much as acknowledging her bow. And sometimes I came upon her as I
entered the gate, standing outside the lodge where the detestable porter
whose scrutinous eye I loathed and dreaded was in the act of making her
a profound obeisance and also, no doubt, his daily report. For the
entire staff of the Guermantes household, hidden behind the window
curtains, were trembling as they watched a conversation which they were
unable to overhear, but which meant as they very well knew that one or
other of them would certainly have his “day out” stopped by the Duchess
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