Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Saint-Loup employed in every connexion the word “makes” for “has the air
of”, because the spoken language, like the written, feels from time to
time the need of these alterations in the meanings of words, these
refinements of expression. And just as journalists often have not the
least idea from what school of literature come the “turns of speech”
that they borrow, so the vocabulary, the very diction of Saint-Loup were
formed in imitation of three different aesthetes, none of whom he knew
personally but whose way of speaking had been indirectly instilled into
him. “Besides,” he concluded, “the hotel I mean is more or less adapted
to your supersensitiveness of hearing. You will have no neighbours. I
quite see that it is a slender advantage, and as, after all, another
visitor may arrive to-morrow, it would not be worth your while to choose
that particular hotel with so precarious an object in view. No, it is
for its appeal to the eye that I recommend it. The rooms are quite
attractive, all the furniture is old and comfortable; there is something
reassuring about that.” But to me, less of an artist than Saint-Loup,
the pleasure that an attractive house could give was superficial, almost
non-existent, and could not calm my growing anguish, as painful as that
which I used to feel long ago at Combray when my mother did not come
upstairs to say good night, or that which I felt on the evening of my
arrival at Balbec in the room with the unnaturally high ceiling, which
smelt of flowering grasses. Saint-Loup read all this in my fixed gaze.
“A lot you care, though, about this charming palace, my poor fellow;
you’re quite pale; and here am I like a great brute talking to you about
tapestries which you won’t have the heart to look at, even. I know the
room they’ll put you in; personally I find it most enlivening, but I can
quite understand that it won’t have the same effect on you with your
sensitive nature. You mustn’t think I don’t understand; I don’t feel the
same myself, but I can put myself in your place.”
At that moment a serjeant who was exercising a horse on the square,
entirely absorbed in making the animal jump, disregarding the salutes of
passing troopers, but hurling volleys of oaths at such as got in his
way, turned with a smile to Saint-Loup and, seeing that he had a friend
with him, saluted us. But his horse at once reared. Saint-Loup flung
himself at its head, caught it by the bridle, succeeded in quieting it
and returned to my side.
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