The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
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But Philip Walcheren did think of it. He made inquiries, before he left
the college, as to what visitors his cousin had received, and heard
that a young woman had been closeted with him for nearly an hour in
the early part of the day. So he went straight to Father Tasker with
the story, the result of which was that the priest also paid Frederick
a visit, and had a long conversation with him upon the subject. Philip
had told him that his cousin showed such signs of wavering that, if
he were allowed to converse with many more young women, or to renew
his old worldly associations, there were grave doubts if he might not
give up the idea of being a priest altogether. And that meant, in the
estimation of them both, not only the loss of his fortune for the
Church, but the loss of himself for heaven.
So the father used his utmost casuistry to persuade the novice that the
feelings he complained of were only so many signs of God’s interest in
him, and that it was because He loved His son so much that He permitted
him to be chastised by doubts and perplexities. He ran over the old
gauntlet of Jenny’s peril in purgatory; of her present sufferings,
which Frederick would augment tenfold by any defalcation; of his
promises to offer the Mass daily for her relief, and of the probability
that if he drew back, after he had put his hand to the plough, _she_
would be the innocent victim of his defalcation.
He raked up the old wound, now gradually closing, till it streamed
with blood; he made his disciple writhe under his scathing reminders;
and, finally, he made him look so mean in his own eyes, that the young
man was fairly baited into retracting all he had said to his cousin,
and declaring he had never had any intention of giving up the Church,
or going back from his plighted word. The priest, however, was not
satisfied, and sought an early interview with his Superior, during
which they decided that, for the good of the Church, and this poor,
wavering soul, Frederick Walcheren’s ordination had better take place
as soon as possible, for which purpose several letters passed between
them and higher authorities, and the day for the ceremony was fixed
for a much earlier date than had been at first intended.
Meantime, Frederick was silenced, but not convinced. Had he been less
sick of the world and its gaieties at the time--had his nerves not been
so unstrung from the shock they had received--he would not have given
in a second time so easily, but he was too tired (mentally) to argue
the point. It was less trouble to say ‘Yes,’ than to keep on repeating
‘No,’ and he really did not seem to care which way it turned out; so he
yielded with a sigh, and tried to persuade himself that it was of no
consequence--that nothing would be of any consequence to him evermore.
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