“I am a madman,” he admitted abjectly--“a little animal that ought to
be shot. I don't know what came over me; my head was in a carnival. You
must forgive or I shall be a maniac, I----”
She turned and walked swiftly into the house and mounted to her
room. All the pleasure she had had in the evening, the Viennese gown,
evaporated, left her possessed by an utter loathing of self. Now, in the
mirror, she seemed hateful, the clouded chiffon and airy clinging satin
unspeakable. Looking back out of the dim glass was a stranger who had
betrayed and cheapened her. Her pure serenity revolted against the
currents of life sweeping down upon her, threatening to inundate her.
She unhooked the Verlat gown with trembling fingers and--once more in
simple white--dropped into a deep chair, where she cried with short
painful inspirations, her face pressed against her arm. Her emotion
subsided, changed to a formless dread, and again to a black sense
of helplessness. Suddenly she rose and mechanically shook loose
her hair--footsteps were approaching. Her sister entered, pale and
vindictive.
“You are to be congratulated,” she proceeded thinly; “you made a success
with everybody--that is, with all but Mochales. It was for him, wasn't
it? You were very clever, but you failed ridiculously.”
Lavinia made no reply.
“I hope Mochales excuses you because of your greenness.”
“Youth isn't any longer your crime,” Lavinia retorted at last.
“That dress--it would suit Anna Mantegazza; but you looked only
indecent.”
“Perhaps you're right, Gheta,” Lavinia said unexpectedly. “I'm going to
bed now, please.”
Her balance, restored by sleep, was once more normal when she returned
to the Lungarno. It was again late afternoon, the daily procession was
returning from the Cascine, and Gheta was at the window, looking coldly
down. The Marchesa Sanviano was knitting at prodigious speed a shapeless
gray garment. They all turned when a servant entered:
Signer Orsi wished to see the marchese.
This unusual formality on the part of Cesare Orsi could have but one
purpose, and Lavinia and their mother gazed significantly at the elder
sister.
“The marchese is dressing,” his wife directed.
She drew a long breath of relief and nodded over her needles. Gheta
raised her chin; her lips bore the half-contemptuous expression that
lately had become habitual; her eyes were half closed.
Lavinia sat with her hands loose in her lap. She was wondering whether
or not, should she make a vigorous protest, they would send her back
to the convent. The Verlat gown was carefully hung in her closet. Last
night she had been idiotic.
The Marchese Sanviano appeared hurriedly and alone; his tie was crooked
and his expression very much disturbed. His wife looked up, startled.
“What!” she demanded directly. “Didn't he----”
“Yes,” Sanviano replied, “he did! He wants to marry Lavinia.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account