The Study was the scene of the most extraordinary thing he had to
relate. Once when he had been lying for several days in bed, weak and
fevered, he had a strong desire to go downstairs to the Study. Darkness
and tea-time were near, his wife and children were out, doubtless the
servant was reading something by the light of the red-hot kitchen
grate. The house was silent. Slowly the invalid went down and laid
his fingers on the handle of his door, which was opposite the foot
of the stairs. An unusual feeling of quiet expectancy had stolen on
him; nothing, he said, could have astonished him at that moment. He
had, however, no idea of what he was expecting until he had opened the
door to its full extent. Thus was disclosed, between his table and the
window, a beautiful female figure, half sitting, half reclining, as if
asleep, among a number of books which had remained on the floor during
his illness. Though he had not put on his spectacles before coming down
he saw perfectly, so clearly, as he said, that she seemed to gleam, as
if it was still full day with her. Her beautiful long black hair was
confined by a narrow fillet of gold, which made clear the loveliness of
her head. He said that only Mr Torrance could describe her properly.
No, he affirmed, if people smiled, it did not occur to him that the
nude looked awkward near a gas-stove. Nor had she any more need of its
warmth than the Elgin Marbles or the Bacchus in Titian’s “Bacchus and
Ariadne.” Yet she was not of marble or paint, but of flesh, though he
had seen nothing of the kind in his life. Her shoulders moved with
her breathing, and this as well as her attitude proclaimed that she
was mourning, some seconds before he heard her sob. He thought that
the figure and posture were the same as those in a Greek statue which
he had seen long before, in London or Paris. They had the remoteness
and austerity of marble along with something delicate, transient, and
alive. But if there could have been a doubt whether she was flesh or
stone, there was none that she was divine. In what way she was divine
he could not tell, but certainly she was, though in no visible way was
she different from the women of pictures and statues. He did not feel
that she would notice him. He was not shocked, or curious, but calm and
still expectant. He drew a deep breath and tried to make his trembling
body stand quite still by leaning against the wall to watch. He did
not suppose that she had come into his room in the ordinary way. He
had, on the other hand, a conviction that she had something to do with
his books, that she had emerged from them or one of them. A gap in the
bottom shelf, where stood the largest books, caught his eye and thrust
itself forward as a cave whence she had come. Yet she was as white as
Aphrodite newly risen from the unsailed ocean, and she diffused a sense
of open air, of space, of the wild pure air, about her, as if she lay
upon a rock at the sea edge or among mountain flowers instead of in
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