Other boys came in to play with him. Was it because of his magic
lantern and his velocipede, his unending supply of cream puffs and
licorice sticks, or because they liked him? Rachael knew only a detail
here and there: that he had danced a fancy dance with Anna Vanderwall
when he was a fat sixteen, at a Kermess, and that he had given a stag
dinner to twenty youths of his own age a few days before he went off to
college, and that they had drunk a hundred and fifty dollars' worth of
champagne. She knew that his allowance at college was three hundred
dollars a month, and that he never stayed within it, and it was old
Fanny's boast that every stitch the boy ever wore from the day he was
born came from London or Paris. His underwear was as dainty as a
bride's; he had his first dress suit at fifteen; at college he had his
suite of three big rooms furnished like showrooms, his monogrammed
cigarettes, his boat, and his horse.
The thought of all these things used to distress his mother when she
was old and much alone. She attempted to belittle the luxury of
Clarence's boyhood. She told Rachael that he was treated just as the
other boys were. Her conscience was never quite easy about his
upbringing.
"You can't hold a boy too tight, you know, or else he'll break away
altogether," old lady Breckenridge would say to Rachael, sitting before
a coal fire in the gloomy magnificence of her old-fashioned drawingroom
and pressing the white fingers of one hand against the agonized joints
of the other. "I was often severe with Clarence, and he was a good boy
until he got with other boys; he was always loving to me. He never
should have married Paula Verlaine," she would add fretfully. "A good
woman would have overlooked his faults and made a fine man of him, but
she was always an empty-headed little thing! Ah, well"--and the poor
old woman would sigh as she drew her fluffy shawl about her
shoulders--"I cannot blame myself, that's my great consolation now,
Rachael, when I think of facing my Master and rendering an account. I
have been heavily afflicted, but I am not the first God-fearing woman
who has been visited with sorrow through her children!"
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