The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)Morrow, Honoré
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The Heart of the Desert (Kut-Le of the Desert)
Morrow, Honoré
Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Love stories; Western stories
"I'm not at all interested in your opinions."
But the young Apache went on.
"It makes me tired to hear the white women of your class talk of their
equality to men! You don't do a thing to make you equal. You live off
some one else. You don't even produce children. Huh! No wonder
nature kicks you out with all manner of illness. You are mere cloggers
of the machinery. For heaven's sake, wake up, Rhoda! Except for your
latent possibilities, you aren't in it with Molly!"
"You have some touchstone, I suppose," replied Rhoda contemptuously,
"by which you are made competent to sit in judgment on mankind?"
"I sure have!" said Kut-le. "It is that you so live that you die
spiritually richer than you were born. Life is a simple thing, after
all. To keep one's body and soul healthy, to bear children, to give
more than we take. And I believe that in the end it will seem to have
been worth while."
Rhoda made no answer. Kut-le ate on in silence for a time, then he
said wistfully:
"Don't you enjoy this meal with me, just a little?"
Rhoda glanced from Kut-le's naked body to her own torn clothing, then
at the crude meal.
"I don't enjoy it, no," she answered quietly.
Something in the quiet sincerity of the voice caused Kut-le to rise
abruptly and order the Indians to break camp. But on the trail that
night he rode close beside her whenever the way permitted and talked to
her of the beauty of the desert. At last, lashed to desperation by her
indifference, he cried:
"Can't you see that your silence leads to nothing--that it maddens me!"
"That is what I want it to do," returned Rhoda calmly. "I shall be so
glad if I can make you suffer a touch of what I am enduring!"
Kut-le did not reply for a moment, then he began slowly:
"You imagine that I am not suffering? Try to put yourself in my place
for a moment! Can't you see how I love you? Can't you see that my
stealing was the only thing that I could do, loving you so? Wouldn't
you have done the same in my place? If I had been a white man I
wouldn't have been driven to this. I would have had an equal chance
with DeWitt and could have won easily. But I had all the prejudice
against my alien race to fight. There was but one thing to do: to take
you to the naked desert where you would be forced to see life as I see
it, where you would be forced to see me, the man, far from any false
standards of civilization."
Rhoda would have replied but Kut-le gave her no chance.
"I know what white conventions demand of me. But, I tell you, my love
is above them. I, not suffer! Rhoda! To see you in pain! To see
your loathing of me! To have you helpless in my arms and yet to keep
you safe! Rhoda! Rhoda! Do you believe I do not suffer?"
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