French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
Sorrow cannot be a thing that one covets. It is, it ought to be, simply
a thing that one accepts. Like certain terrible dignities, like certain
overwhelming honors, one receives it, one does not seek it. Destiny
brings a sufficient burden of mourning and cruelty, it should not be
tempted. The noble life demands that we shall be courageous, it does
not require us to be foolhardy. To him who “seeks while he groans,”
suffering will never be wanting.
At this hour the whole world is intoxicated with it, satiated, it would
seem, for all time. At this hour there rises an immense cry of pity and
supplication.
All generous souls are wounded to the quick and stagger. It is
not in the moment when they beg for mercy that one would desire a
superaddition of martyrdom. It is enough to assume the sanguinary
wealth with which we are overwhelmed.
No one will ever be deprived of it who lives for love. We shall all be
honored according to our merits. And we shall know that grief is its
own reward; for it is in sorrow and abnegation that our soul becomes
supremely aware of the beauty of the world and of its own virtues.
We cannot ask to be indemnified for our riches....
VII
In sorrow shalt thou bring forth children!
It is true! Our child was born in sorrow, in your sorrow, O my friend!
I am jealous because of it. Forgive me!
Forgive me, for your part is more beautiful than mine, inasmuch as it
contains more suffering. Let me look upon you with envy. Let me think
of my own lot with regret.
You have borne, you have brought forth, you have nourished. It was not
in my side that this little body lay. It is not my flesh this tender,
greedy mouth has clung to. I have known nothing of that suffering. You
have kept it all for yourself. I have only picked up the crumbs, like a
beggar, like a pauper.
I have not suffered! I have not suffered enough! I look on my happiness
as upon something usurped. It is your happiness that I share. It is
your wealth that overflows even upon me.
I know that a day may come when we shall both suffer together because
of this son. But whatever may be our common anguish, you will always
keep the first place, you will always walk before me. You have forever
outdistanced me along the shining road.
How can I help regarding you with envy, I who have not suffered enough?
VIII
Exalted spirits, struck by our many resemblances to the beasts, have
striven to find what was the distinguishing mark of man. It is a noble
solicitude, for wheresoever the mark of men may be it is that way we
must go. If we really possess a characteristic virtue of which the
animals are deprived, it is that which we must exalt, in order to be
completely, proudly, men.
Pascal said: “Man is obviously made to think; and his whole dignity,
his whole merit, and his whole duty lies in thinking rightly.”
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