"I should do it all by double entry," said Johnson. "A little troublesome at first, but far the best in the end." "Lemme see that paper," said Mr. Polly, and took it with the feeling of a man who takes a nauseating medicine, and scrutinised his cousin's neat figures with listless eyes. "Well," said Johnson, rising and stretching. "Bed! Better sleep on it, O' Man." "Right O," said Mr. Polly without moving, but indeed he could as well have slept upon a bed of thorns. He had a dreadful night. It was like the end of the annual holiday, only infinitely worse. It was like a newly arrived prisoner's backward glance at the trees and heather through the prison gates. He had to go back to harness, and he was as fitted to go in harness as the ordinary domestic cat. All night, Fate, with the quiet complacency, and indeed at times the very face and gestures of Johnson, guided him towards that undesired establishment at the corner near the station. "Oh Lord!" he cried, "I'd rather go back to cribs. I _should_ keep my money anyhow." Fate never winced. "Run away to sea," whispered Mr. Polly, but he knew he wasn't man enough. "Cut my blooming throat." Some braver strain urged him to think of Miriam, and for a little while he lay still.... "Well, O' Man?" said Johnson, when Mr. Polly came down to breakfast, and Mrs. Johnson looked up brightly. Mr. Polly had never felt breakfast so unattractive before. "Just a day or so more, O' Man--to turn it over in my mind," he said. "You'll get the place snapped up," said Johnson. There were times in those last few days of coyness with his destiny when his engagement seemed the most negligible of circumstances, and times--and these happened for the most part at nights after Mrs. Johnson had indulged everybody in a Welsh rarebit--when it assumed so sinister and portentous an appearance as to make him think of suicide. And there were times too when he very distinctly desired to be married, now that the idea had got into his head, at any cost. Also he tried to recall all the circumstances of his proposal, time after time, and never quite succeeded in recalling what had brought the thing off. He went over to Stamton with a becoming frequency, and kissed all his cousins, and Miriam especially, a great deal, and found it very stirring and refreshing. They all appeared to know; and Minnie was tearful, but resigned. Mrs. Larkins met him, and indeed enveloped him, with unwonted warmth, and there was a big pot of household jam for tea. And he could not make up his mind to sign his name to anything about the shop, though it crawled nearer and nearer to him, though the project had materialised now to the extent of a draft agreement with the place for his signature indicated in pencil.