The History of Thomas Ellwood Written By HimselfEllwood, Thomas
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The History of Thomas Ellwood Written By Himself
Ellwood, Thomas
Ellwood, Thomas, 1639-1713; Quakers -- Biography
“Great hath been the Lord’s goodness to thee in calling thee out of
that path of vanity and death wherein thou wast running towards
destruction; to give thee a living name, and an inheritance of life
among His people; which certainly will be the end of thy faith in Him
and obedience to Him. And let it not be a light thing in thine eyes
that He now accounteth thee worthy to suffer among His choice lambs,
that He might make thy crown weightier and thy inheritance the
fuller. Oh that that eye and heart may be kept open in thee which
knoweth the value of these things, and that thou mayst be kept close
to the feelings of the life, that thou mayst be fresh in thy spirit
in the midst of thy sufferings, and mayst reap the benefit of them;
finding that pared off thereby which hindereth the bubblings of the
everlasting springs, and maketh unfit for the breaking forth and
enjoyment of the pure power! This is the brief salutation of my dear
love to thee, which desireth thy strength and settlement in the
power, and the utter weakening of thee as to self. My dear love is
to thee, with dear Thomas Goodyare and the rest of imprisoned
Friends.
“I remain thine in the truth, to which the Lord my God preserve thee
single and faithful.
“I. PENINGTON.
“From Aylesbury Gaol,
the 14th of the 12th month, 1660.”
Though these epistolary visits in the love of God were very comfortable
and confirming to me, and my heart was thankful to the Lord for them, yet
I longed after personal conversation with Friends, and it was hard, I
thought, that there should be so many faithful servants of God so near
me, yet I should not be permitted to come at them, to enjoy their
company, and reap both the pleasure and benefit of their sweet society.
For although my Marshal-keeper was very kind to me, and allowed me the
liberty of his house, yet he was not willing I should be seen abroad; the
rather, perhaps, because he understood I had been pretty well known in
that city. Yet once the friendly baker got him to let me step over to
his house, and once (and but once) I prevailed with him to let me visit
my friends in the castle; but it was with these conditions, that I should
not go forth till it was dark, that I would muffle myself up in my cloak,
and that I would not stay out late: all which I punctually observed.
When I came thither, though there were many Friends prisoners, I scarce
knew one of them by face, except Thomas Loe, whom I had once seen at
Isaac Penington’s; nor did any of them know me, though they had generally
heard that such a young man as I was convinced of the truth, and come
among Friends.
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