The Honour of Savelli: A RomanceLevett Yeats, S. (Sidney)
History
The Honour of Savelli: A Romance
Levett Yeats, S. (Sidney)
Italy -- History -- 1492-1559 -- Fiction
finally, and not least, there was in me a haunting desire to see
Angiola, as I called her to myself, once again. I was pulled by
different strings. There was that I called conscience, urging me to
give up my schemes of revenge; there was the wild animal in me,
telling me to go on; there was a feeling towards a woman, which I had
honestly never experienced before, which, despite my struggles against
its apparently hopeless folly, was entirely overmastering me, until I
did not know which way to turn, and to escape from it all decided to
leave Florence at once; and then altered my mind again, when I thought
of the plot I wished to thwart, and determined to make a last effort
to do this, and, if possible, to see Angiola once more before I left.
At last I went to sleep, waking very late in the morning. So sound was
my slumber, that when I awoke I thought at first that the events of
the night were nothing more than a dream; but they soon forced
themselves on me in their reality, and the fact was emphasised, by the
sight of the odd pauls, which were now my all, lying on the table. I
gathered these up, and proceeded in search of Ceci to ask if he had
made any arrangements for the burial; but he was nowhere to be found;
and, as I could not bring myself to see Corte then, I resolved to
breakfast on fresh air, a diet which however wholesome, was, I found,
certainly not satisfying. I went to the Oricellari Gardens, which were
at that time the property of the Rucellai. Here, within the city
walls, one found a forest, and under the shade of the huge trees, a
more miserable being than myself could have spent pleasant hours, and
perhaps gained contentment of mind by observing the beauties of
nature. It was here that, after the death of Il Magnifico, the
Platonic Academy moved its sittings. But the gentlemen who composed it
discussed their philosophy with a good dinner, and even the
unfortunate who wishes to gain peace of mind in sylvan shades, should
have a full belt. This fact obtruded itself more and more strongly on
me, and I could obtain little relief by the expedient of tightening my
sword-belt by a hole or so. Therefore, in despair, I left the beauties
of nature to be so good as to look after themselves, and disbursed a
half-paul in something to eat; after which I felt able to face the
prospect of future starvation with a more serene mind. On return to my
lodging I found Ceci was not yet come back, and still thinking it
would be an intrusion to make inquiry after Corte, disposed of my time
by repairing my attire as best I might, and watching the pigeons on
the eaves of the roof opposite my window, with a little envy in my
heart at their simple happiness, and a doubt if, after all, man was so
fortunate in possessing a soul, and being cast after the image of his
Maker. If our faith is to be believed there is nothing for man but
heaven or hell, and perhaps the worst form of hell-torment would be to
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