Here Lance, with guilty haste, interrupted her. He was just about to
drive over and give her a message. Dering had had a touch of fever; he
had been over at the palace arranging about the Chinese lanterns for
the decorations till late the evening before, and--
"He might have sent a little sooner," put in Mrs. Smith. "I have been
waiting; he said he would drive me in his dogcart." There was no
vexation, only an almost pathetic surprise in her voice; and Lance
looked guiltier still.
"I'm awfully sorry--it's all my fault--I was late to begin with, and
then--" He glanced at Erda involuntarily,--compromisingly, it seemed to
her.
"I am afraid I kept Mr. Carlyon," she said, haughtily; "most
unwillingly, I assure you. Thanks so much, but I can get in quite well
by myself."
As she drove off, however, her head was in a whirl; and as, when
pausing to pick up Dr. Campbell, the whole panorama of the camp, the
hills behind it, the distant temples of Eshwara, the busy place-seekers
in the foreground, the scarlet-sin-stains of the _chuprassies'_ coats
against the dazzling whiteness of the tents, lay before her, one of
those rare, incomprehensible moods came upon her when the soul retreats
into its spiritual body, so that the sight grows clear, the touch keen,
and you can feel the round world spin beneath your feet, see the shadow
of earth stretching far among the stars.
The World's Desire! What was it?
Brought up to believe that the heart of man--that mainspring of the
spinning world--was vile, she had never asked herself why this was so.
She had read the story of Adam and Eve with unquestioning faith, yet
never sought to know what had changed the good to evil.
But now, as her eyes rested on those far-distant peaks with that faint
mist about their feet hiding the "Cradle of the Gods," and followed, as
far as the eye could follow in the nearer hills, the climbing track
worn by the weariness of that eternal search after righteousness, she
asked herself what it was which kept mankind so long upon the road;
asked herself, for the first time, what that first sin had been which
had lost Paradise.
No lack of desire after salvation, surely. Generation on generation of
Eastern pilgrims had worn that path out of the sheer rock, had agonized
after good, and remained evil. A little shudder of memory ran through
her at the thought--how evil! And now the West, with its white tents,
its white face, its white creed, had come to show a newer, a better
way.
Had it? But what had it done for itself? She had worked for two years
in London ere coming out to India; and another shudder of memory swept
over her of what she had seen there.
The World's Desire! Lance Carlyon had called her that--a woman with a
red-gold apple in her hand.
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