And his laugh, his terrible little laugh, began to undermine my notions
about life, my beliefs. It produced upon me the effect of the touch
of the finger that I used to give when I erected great buildings with
my blocks. The edifice grew higher, higher,--I barely touched with my
finger one of the columns at the base, and down it all came.
“Oh, to us!” I protested.
People were not to take possession of other people’s property like
that, simply because they did not know the owner’s name. Everything
that I had been taught protested.
“Why, yes, little simpleton,” he replied. “Every one takes his own in
the world. Do you like this bit of land? It is yours,--like the sun
that warms us, the air that we breath, the loveliness of these early
spring days.”
I was not convinced. Dim resistances awoke within me, shivering; I
found no words to express them, and could only bring forward the poor
objection:
“Yes, but I couldn’t take anything from it.”
“You take your pleasure from it, that’s the important thing.”
Confident of victory, he clinched it by invoking the testimony of a
third party.
“Jean-Jacques would explain to you better than I can, that nature holds
within itself the happiness of man. Jean-Jacques would have loved this
retreat.”
He uttered the name _Jean-Jacques_ with devout unction, pursing
his lips. He spoke of him as Aunt Deen spoke of the best known and most
useful saints, Saint Christopher, for example, who protects against
accidents, or Saint Antony, who helps to find lost objects. Puzzled, I
at once asked:
“Who is that--Jean-Jacques?”
“A friend; a friend whom you do not know.”
Why, I knew, or thought I knew, all grandfather’s friends. He received
few visits, mostly from other old men, who appeared older than he, who
seemed to be sad and who soon bored him. There was one who would sit
down without saying a word, and would just sit a long time, motionless
and mute. One day grandfather forgot that he was there and left the
room. On his return he found him in the same place, fast asleep.
Grandfather would complain openly about the visits of all these “old
fogies” as he called them, not one of whom, I was certain, was named
Jean-Jacques. On the other hand, he always liked to come down to the
drawing-room when he thought he might meet ladies there.
Time pressing, we returned through the chestnut grove, but went out
on another side, passing through a second hedge, this one of young
acacias. It was with manifest pleasure that I saw houses and cultivated
fields again.
“Come! here are private properties for you,” said grandfather when we
reached the cultivated grounds. His lips curled with disdain. Not at
all disconcerted I asked for landmarks.
“Where is ours?”
“I don’t know. Look over there, at the left. You’ll see it all right as
we go on. As for me, when I take a walk I go where fancy leads me. One
always gets home somehow.”
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