How strange the resonance that certain syllables have for us! He might
have designated by its name the mountain where his flocks were to
pasture, and I should not have noticed it, but the unexpected lack of
precision communicated to me by some sorcery a longing for the heights.
It attacked me as suddenly and unexpectedly as a lightning shock. I had
not felt the charm of the wild, bare place from which I was returning
with grandfather; but now I was not only instantaneously initiated
into it,--I augmented its wildness and isolation. I felt upon my brow
a colder, sterner breath, the wind of summits which I had never seen.
Later in my life poems and symphonies have given me this imaginary
sensation, though more faintly. In each discovery that it makes the
heart, like a virgin, gives of its freshness.
Before the passing of the sheep I had managed to discover where we
were. Notwithstanding its surrounding trees, I had proudly recognised
the house below us in the edge of the town. It had always appeared very
large to me, vast as a kingdom, and now I seemed to find it small and
insignificant, simply because I had heard within me the music of three
words, “To the mountain.”
A few years later it was my lot to climb over mountains, those that are
covered with pines and larches, and those whose only vegetation is
ice, those that are carpeted with grass, soft as rosy flesh, those that
are all bone and muscle, like Michel Angelo’s figures, and again those
whose treacherous whiteness only loses its immobility under the warming
glow of the setting sun. They have taught me patience, calmness, and
perhaps also contempt, though one of the most difficult of Christian
precepts obliges us to despise no man. There I have met and tasted
by turns war and peace, struggle and serenity, the intoxication of
solitude and the glory of conquest in the blinding splendour of the
snow. They have never given me anything that was not contained in germ
in the shepherd’s reply.
On our return home, when we opened the gate, there were Tem Bossette
and his two acolytes digging, their faces bent on the ground. One of
them having perceived us, they rested with one accord, sure of our
complicity.
Aunt Deen congratulated me on my red cheeks; mother thanked grandfather
for his care of me. Father asked:
“Did you enjoy it?” and rejoiced when I answered in the affirmative.
No one suspected, I least of all, that that little boy, till then
contented, and never dreaming of anything outside of The House, had
brought desire home with him from his walk.
III
THE DISCOVERY OF THE EARTH
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