In the midst of the cogitations which followed upon the receipt of the
inspector's letter another cablegram was handed in to me. This time it
purported to be from Farnham himself, merely saying, "Many thanks for
kind enquiries. Have turned up here smiling, but too seedy to write at
present. Glad to hear from you.--Fifth Avenue Hotel."
One more blow aimed at my theory! But I refused to be knocked down by
it. For Karine's sake, for my own sake, I would follow my convictions
across the sea, and never rest until I had settled all doubts for
myself.
It was then Friday. In five minutes after reading this third and
apparently conclusive cablegram I had resolved that on the following
day, Saturday, I would sail for New York.
It was only by a severe mental wrench that I arrived at this almost
desperate decision, for I stood between two fires, either one of which
might reduce my hopes to ashes.
Going to America meant leaving Karine Cunningham, at this critical
juncture, to the mercy of the enemy. I had offered her friendship, and
such protection as I could give, against those who were bent on forcing
her inclinations; and with a look in her sweet eyes, and a soft quiver
in her voice which I could never forget, she had asked me "not to go
away." If I went, and any harm should come to her during my absence, I
could never forgive myself, never again know a moment's peace of mind.
And yet--if I stayed, what was there to hope for either of us? I had
shot all my arrows, and they had glanced off, blunted, from Wildred's
apparently invulnerable armour. I had lost the chance of gaining
assistance from the police, so far as I could see, and unless some
miracle should suddenly come to pass, I should be obliged to stand by
while Karine Cunningham gave her unwilling self to Wildred.
Whatever her secret reason for consenting to do so might be, she had
plainly let me understand that she meant to marry the man, unless Fate
especially intervened in her behalf.
There was no hope that she would let me save her by carrying her away. I
had not even the slightest reason to suppose that she cared for me, save
as a friend, in the midst of what otherwise she had said would be
friendlessness.
My hands were bound, therefore, so long as Carson Wildred was able to
hold up his guilty head before the world, and pass himself off as a
blameless member of society.
Between the horns of this dilemma--and heaven knows they were both sharp
enough--I could only choose the one on which Karine and I seemed less
likely to be torn; and therefore it was that I elected to go to America.
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