The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Science
The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
no reason, so it now appeared, why he should go downstairs again. Maud
and her poaching friend would talk about fishing for awhile, and then
he--ah, yes! Bertie Cochrane--would go away. They would both easily
understand his own non-appearance. He had suffered tortures; no
inquisitor or master of the rack would refuse to grant him this little
rest and compensation.
Then for a moment his breeding and the habit of his whole life jerked
him to his feet, with the intention of rejoining them, as courtesy and
decorum demanded. But the drug he had taken was already more powerful
than they. It told him with authority that this ecstasy of consciousness
would be trespassed on and interfered with by the presence of others. It
would, if he went downstairs, be necessary for him to some extent to
give attention to them instead of letting himself be absorbed in the
exquisiteness of his own sensations. And those sensations had nothing
in common with the dulled perceptions of sleep or intoxication. He was
lifted onto a plane more vivified than the normal; he basked in
super-solar sunlight.
Then, still without any suggestion of sleepiness or intoxicated
consciousness, the most wonderful visions, or, rather, the intentional
visualisation of scenes and moods magic in their beauty, passed in front
of him. He, turned into Keats himself, was listening to the nightingale,
and losing himself in "embalmed darkness" to the charmed music of the
immortal song. "The weariness, the fever and the fret," were remembered
only as the traveller arrived at his long-desired home remembers the
weariness of the way. His spirit seemed to draw away from life, though
still intensely living, and he was in love with death, that but loosed
it from the impediment of the body. Then a curve was suddenly turned,
and next moment he was mounting higher than the blithe spirit of the
lark could carry it, and hung in some clear interstellar ether so remote
that the sun above him and the earth below seemed about equal in size,
and the shape of England and the coasts of Europe were visible as in a
map, set in dim blue sea. Then, still mounting, he turned his eye
upward, and looked undazzled into the high noon of the heavens, and yet,
though it was noon, the infinite velvet vault was sown with the sparkle
of stars. Sun and stars shone there together, and a slip of crescent
moon made the company of heaven complete.
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