The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
Again, still vividly awake, and without the least hint of drowsiness,
the aspect of the firmament was changed, and the stars became globules
of sparkling dew, and the empty spaces of ether took shape, until above
him that which had been the heavens was transformed into a huge bed of
blue acanthus-leaves, on which the dew of the stars lay sparkling. The
sun was still there in the centre of all, and round it the sky took the
shape of the petals of a flower. It was the "centre spike of gold" in an
immense blue blossom, which was thick with petals as a rose, and pure of
shape as a daffodil. All this, too--this vision to which the hosts of
heaven contributed--was his own, born of his own brain, which so short a
time ago was bound on the rack of torture and sordid suffering. But now
that was nothing. He remembered he had been in pain, but no more, and
how cheaply had he purchased, at the price of but copper coin, these
jewels of consciousness. That little draught which relieved him of
physical pain had brought him these astounding joys; it had made the
whole machinery of the universe to serve his vision. The stars were
drops of dew on the acanthus-leaves of infinite space, and the sun
burned in the centre of this unique flower. A few minutes ago he had
half started to go downstairs; now the ravings of any lunatic in Bedlam
were not more distant from his mind than such a thought. He was
absorbed in that contemplation of things which the brain, with the aid
he had given it, can re-create out of the objects it is used to see
without wonder. But this was the real world, easy of entry to those who
had the sense to turn the key; while the material world was a dream,
vague and pale, compared to this reality.
* * * * *
Meantime, below, Bertie Cochrane and Maud had for some ten minutes
talked unmitigated fishing; but Maud, though in general to talk fishing
was to her one of the most entrancing forms of conversation, provided
she talked to a real fisherman, as she was now doing, was giving
lip-service only to the subject, for inwardly she regretted the finality
of those few little frozen words about Thurso with which she had so
successfully dismissed the subject of Christian Science and all the
matter of Duncan's wife, of which she wanted to know more. For very
shame or pride--the two, so verbally opposed, are often really
identical--she could not go back to the subject she had so unmistakably
snuffed out, while he, in his confessed and genuine dislike of
preaching, was equally unlikely to approach it again.
But he had said that, though he disliked preaching, he loved practice,
and she had just leaned forward over the dinner-table where they still
sat, her pride in her pocket, to ask a question about this, when an
interruption came. One of the nurses entered.
"I beg your pardon, my lady," she said; "I thought Lord Thurso was
here."
"He will be back soon," said Maud. "Can I do anything?"
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