The House of Defence v. 1Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 1
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
Maud had never yet in her life seen any to whom the great White Presence
has drawn near, but now, when she looked at the bed and the face of the
man who lay there, she knew that the supreme moment must nearly have
come, so unlike life was what she saw. Sandie, the gillie whom she had
known so well, with whom year after year she had passed so many pleasant
and windy days on the moor or by the brown sparkling river, was barely
recognisable. The grey, pallid mask, with skin drawn tight over the
protruding bones of the face, was scarcely human. Both upper and lower
lips, already growing bluish in tinge, were drawn back, so that in both
jaws the teeth were exposed even to the gums, and his eyes, wide open
and bright and dry, looked piteously this way and that, with pupils
dilated with terror, and the soul, frightened at this dark and lonely
journey on which none could be its companion, sought for comfort and
reassurement, but sought in vain. It was no delirium of fever that
caused that active scrutiny: it was fear and dumb appeal. His hands,
thin and white, lay outside the blanket, and they, too, were active,
picking at it.
Cochrane had seen that before, and knew what it meant, and he quickly
pulled a chair to the bedside, leaving Maud standing.
"Sandie," he said, "just listen here a minute. You think you are ill,
maybe you think you are dying--at least, your mortal mind tells you
that--and you've let yourself believe it. Now, there's not an atom of
truth in it. Why, man, God is looking after you, and He has sent me here
this evening to remind you of that. Your forgetting that has made your
poor body sick. That's all the trouble."
Maud looked from that mask on the pillow to the man who sat by the bed,
and if the one face was dark with the shadow of death that lay over it,
the other was so lit and illumined with life that it seemed possible
even now that death, for all his grimness and nearness, might have to
retreat. Some force, irresistible and radiant, seemed to be challenging
him. But as yet she did not dare hope. She could only wait and watch.
Then there was silence. Cochrane took his mind off all else, off poor
Sandie even, to abandon himself to the knowledge, the belief in the only
Power that healed and lived. Though the evening was cool, the beads of
perspiration stood thick on his forehead as he concentrated all his
strength, all his power of belief, into the realisation of this. Then,
again, after some quarter of an hour, he raised his head, and looked on
the glassy, dying face on the pillow, and spoke more eagerly, more
insistently than ever.
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