The House of Defence v. 2Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The House of Defence v. 2
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
Christian Science -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Spiritual healing -- Fiction
"Ah! that's where you make a mistake," said Cochrane. "There may not be
an atom of truth in the thing which is the cause of your feeling most
strongly. Suppose, for instance, a lot of your friends entered into a
conspiracy to play a practical joke on you, had you arrested, got you
convicted of murder, and condemned to be hung, with such realism and
completeness that you actually believed it was going to happen. You
would be terrified, agonised, and your terror and agony would be the
realest thing in the world to you. But it would be all founded on a
lie--on a thing that didn't exist. And your craving is founded on a
lie--such a stupid lie, too, believe me. As if evil has any power
compared with good!"
Thurso thought this illustration rather well-chosen, but he was a little
tired, a little impatient. Also, the mention of his craving seemed to
have stirred it into activity again. He began to wonder if there was any
chemist's shop near. They had passed one on their drive--"ride" Cochrane
called it--but that was a couple of miles off.... And the thought made
him the more impatient.
"Excuse me," he said, "but I am not a Christian Scientist, and the
method you employ doesn't interest me, since I do not believe in it. It
is right for me to tell you that; I only came here because I felt I owed
it to--to others to do anything that was suggested."
Cochrane laughed with serene good-humour, though Thurso's tone had not
been very courteous.
"Oh, we'll soon alter all that," he said, "and I am telling you a little
about the treatment, in order that you may work with me, give me the
help the ordinary patient gives his doctor."
"I suppose I'm pretty bad," he observed.
"I should just think you were. Why, you are all wrapped up in error!
Have you ever unwound a rubber-covered golf ball? There are yards and
yards of india-rubber string, and you think it's going on for ever. But
at the centre there is a core. And there is a core in you too. But we've
got to unwind the error in order to get at it."
Thurso got up; he was feeling every moment more fidgety and impatient.
He was beginning to want the drug most terribly; his craving was growing
with mushroom-like rapidity. Yet while Cochrane was there he felt that
his will to get well, his desire to be free, was keen also. And that
gave him an impulse of honesty.
"I tell you this, too," he said: "I'm longing for the drug most
frightfully now. Ah, help me!" he cried in a sudden wail of appeal, "for
I know what I shall do when you are gone."
"Yes, tell me that," said Cochrane; and the wail of the voice told him
that true impulse still existed, whatever Thurso's own forecast was.
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