American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
The reason why so many men try to climb Mount Everest is because they
cannot do it. Let even one reach the summit, and that exalted peak
has fallen into the hands of the tame geographers and scientists. It
becomes a business then, not an adventure, to chart those terrific
altitudes. For the same reason the most attractive woman to men is
the unattainable woman. Shippen found Mrs. Cutter attractive. He did
not analyze the reason why. It was not her beauty. He had had success
with far more beautiful women. He doubted his success here. Heavens!
To find a woman who could not be won! What an adventure. That steady,
unrevealing gaze in her blue eyes--what did it conceal? What did she
know? He doubted if she knew anything. That was it; she was something
real, not built up out of little knowledges, little virtues, spiced
with little vices, and finished like her furniture with the varnish of
feminine charms. What a noble change from the skittish kittens and the
secret viragoes and the mercenary starlings he had known.
It is astonishing what terrible things a man can be thinking, while he
looks at you frankly and laughs honestly and takes your food like a
brother. Certainly Cutter would have been astonished if he had known
what was passing through the mind of his guest as they talked and
laughed together at this table. But it is a question if Helen would
have been moved. She did not know this man, but she felt him like a
darkness, in no way personal to her, but there, with George frisking
around like an ambitious spark in this blackness. She was thinking of
George chiefly, interpreting him according to Shippen. It was a fearful
experience, and no one suspected her pain, because a woman can dig her
own grave and step down into it behind the look and the smile and the
duty she gives you, and it may be years before you discover that she is
gone.
All this is put in for the emotional reader who knows it is the truth,
and has probably felt the sod above herself, even while she is sadly
dressing beautifully for an evening’s pleasure with a husband who
has slain her or a lover whose perfidy has brought on these private
obsequies. But all such truth is unhealthy, like the failure of courage
in invalids. And in this particular I warn you that the fate of Helen
differs from your own. She died a few times, as the most valorous women
do; but she had a sublime instinct for surviving these incidental
passings.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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