Haidee’s strange story had roused again in me all the old feeling of a
shadow of some kind hanging over the house on the marsh which had long
since worn away in the quiet routine of my daily life there. The
locking of the mother’s door against her own child, her wild talk and
crying, the “something on the face” that her husband had had to
administer to calm her, and the discovery that he himself did not
sleep in the same room, all united to call up in my mind the
remembrance of that long talk I had had with Mr. Rayner in the
schoolroom soon after my arrival, the story he had told me of her
boy’s death, and the change it had made in her, and his allusion to
“those outbreaks which sometimes cause me the gravest--the very
gravest anxiety.”
I had understood then that he feared for his wife’s reason, but, never
having witnessed any great change in her cold listless manner myself,
and having seen on the whole very little of her except at meals, all
fear and almost all remembrance of her possible insanity had faded
from my mind, in which she remained a background figure. But now
Haidee’s story caused me to wonder whether there was not an
undercurrent in the affairs of the household of which I knew little or
nothing. What if Mr. Rayner, bright, cheerful, and good-tempered as he
always seemed, were really suffering under the burden of a wife whose
sullen silence might at any moment break into wild insanity--if he had
to wrestle in secret, as, from the child’s story, seemed to have been
the case quite recently on two successive nights, with moods of wild
wailing and weeping which he at first tried to deal with by gentle
remonstrance (Haidee said that on the second night, when she was fully
awake, his voice was very low and soft), and at last had to subdue by
sedatives!
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