The House on the Moor, v. 1/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The House on the Moor, v. 1/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
"I ought at least to thank you, sir, for the offer of your advice," he
said hurriedly; then came to a pause; and then, as if vainly seeking for
some explanation of the reason why he rejected it; "I am, however, only
a recruit for the sergeant, not for the Colonel," he added, with sudden
confusion. "It is because of this that I appear churlish and ungrateful
in declining your offer. My dress is a deception. I have no right to be
treated as a gentleman."
"These are strong words," said the Colonel. "I presume, then, that you
have done something by which you forfeit your natural rank?"
A violent colour rushed to the young man's face--"No!--No!--twenty times
No!"--he cried, with a sudden effusion of feeling, half made up of
anger, and half of the grief which lay in wait for him to catch him
unawares; "and will not, if I should starve or die!"
"It seems to me," said Colonel Sutherland, looking round in vain for
Kennedy, who had taken the favourable moment to escape, "that you are in
a very excited condition of mind; if you will take my advice, you will
not do anything in your present state of feeling, and, above all, don't
enlist. Kennedy's story is the common recruiting fable, dressed up to
suit your particular palate. The old fellow cannot forget his old
successes in that way, I suppose. It is as foolish to 'list in haste as
to marry in haste, my young friend. It is a thing much easier to do than
to undo. Keep yourself out of temptation, and consult your friends."
Having said so much, the Colonel gave a slight kindly bow to his
companion, and was about to pass on, but, looking at him again, waited
to see if he had anything to say.
"Is it better to take the plough-stilts than the shilling?" exclaimed
the young man; "you know nothing about me--but you look at my distress
with a kind face. You know the world and life as they really are, and
not as they appear to us here, becalmed on the shores of the sea. I have
no friends to consult, no one to be grieved for me whatever I do. I have
not much wit, and less education; I have only what the brutes
have--strength. What shall I do with it. Is it best to be a ploughman
or a soldier?--I will abide by your decision--which shall it be?"
"Walk down with me to my inn," said Colonel Sutherland, "and tell me who
you are, and how this has happened to you."
The young man turned with an implicit, instantaneous obedience. He made
no preface, no explanation. He had reached to that extreme agitation of
mind in which a listener, interested and friendly, is salvation to the
self-consuming spirit, when that spirit is of the kind which can
disclose itself; as in this case it happened to be.
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