The House on the Moor, v. 3/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The House on the Moor, v. 3/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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"You are not very charitable, Peggy," said Horace, who, by some
diabolical impulse, began to recover his spirits at this stage of the
interview; "especially as I presume your preparations were for me--and
I'm rather hungry. You can't surely refuse me a dinner, if it _is_ in
the kitchen, in my father's house?"
Peggy rose without a word, and placed bread and ale on the table beside
the little dish of meat which she had abstracted from her master's
dinner for his son's benefit.
"Eat, if ye can eat in this house and with sitch thoughts," said Peggy;
"but I crave of ye to give God thanks ere ye break the bread."
As Peggy stood over him, severe and disapproving, the remembrance of
many such scenes in his childhood came to the memory of Horace; scenes
in which Susan appeared, sweetly saying her child's grace, and he
himself rebelling and refusing, with Peggy standing by exactly as she
did now--her judicial eye fixed sternly on him. He was a man now, and
had bigger rebellions in hand. With a little sneer and levity in that
momentary diabolical exhilaration of spirits, he said the child's grace
which Peggy herself had taught him nearly twenty years ago. When he had
repeated the amen, his father's faithful servant turned away from him to
go about her needful business, for it was drawing near to Mr.
Scarsdale's dinner hour. But Horace put down his knife and fork upon his
plate with a shudder of self-horror--the food choked him--he could not
swallow the bread on which his lips, without any help from his heart,
had dared at that terrible moment to ask God's blessing. The time of
opportunity, which he tried to persuade himself he did not premeditate,
but which was forcing itself upon him, approached moment by moment. He
got up from the table with a nervous, imperceptible trembling, and went
to stand by the fire where Peggy was busy, and then to wander through
the apartment, always restlessly returning to that bright spot. An
impulse of flight seized him at one moment--at another, a wild thought
of thrusting himself into his father's very presence, by way of escaping
the devil within him, and rather getting into hot words and a violent
contest than this miserable guilt. But while he was at the height of his
horrible excitement, Peggy, calmly doing her usual business, went out of
the kitchen to spread the table in her master's lonely dining-room.
Horace, wild as in a fever, drew with trembling hands out of his pocket
one of his mysterious packets. He burst the paper open clumsily,
awkwardly, with fingers which seemed made of lead. A great shower of
white powder fell upon the floor at his feet, but none reached the dish
to which he supposed he had directed it. Trying to remedy this failure,
he was startled by a sound, as of Peggy's return. With a great start,
which spilt still more of that fatal dust, he thrust it back into his
breast, and in a horror of discovery snatched at something near him, he
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