But there came a sudden change over all this. One morning when we
awoke in Düsseldorf and would say, “Good morning, father,” the father
had travelled away, and in the whole town there was nothing but dumb
sorrow. Everywhere there was a funeral-like expression, and people
slipped silently to the market and read the long paper on the door of
the Town Hall. It was bad weather, yet the lean tailor Kilian stood in
his nankeen jacket, which he generally wore only at home, and his blue
woollen stockings hung down so that his little bare legs peeped out in
a troubled way, and his thin lips quivered as he murmured the placard.
An old invalid soldier from the Palatine read it rather louder, and at
some words a clear tear ran down his white, honourable old moustache.
I stood near him, crying too, and asked why we were crying. And he
replied, “The Prince-Elector has abdicated.” And then he read further,
and at the words, “for the long manifested fidelity of my subjects,”
“and hereby release you from allegiance,” he wept still more. It
is a strange sight to see, when an old man, in faded uniform and
scarred veteran’s face, suddenly bursts into tears. While we read the
Prince-Electoral coat-of-arms was being taken down from the Town Hall,
and everything began to appear as anxiously dreary as though we were
waiting for an eclipse of the sun. The town councillors went about at
an abdicating, wearisome gait; even the omnipotent beadle looked as
though he had no more commands to give, and stood calmly indifferent,
although the crazy Aloysius stood upon one leg and chattered the names
of French generals with foolish grimaces, while the tipsy, crooked
Gumpertz rolled around in the gutter singing _ça ira! ça ira!_
But I went home crying and lamenting, “The Prince-Elector has
abdicated.” My mother might do what she would, I knew what I knew,
and went crying to bed, and in the night dreamed that the world had
come to an end--the fair flower-gardens and green meadows of the world
were taken up and rolled away like carpets from the floor; the beadle
climbed up on a high ladder and took down the sun, and the tailor
Kilian stood by and said to himself, “I must go home and dress myself
neatly, for I am dead, and am to be buried this afternoon.” And it grew
darker and darker--a few stars glimmered on high, and even these fell
down like yellow leaves in autumn; men gradually vanished, and I, poor
child, wandered in anguish around, until before the willow fence of a
deserted farmhouse I saw a man digging up the earth with a spade, and
near him an ugly, spiteful-looking woman, who held something in her
apron like a human head, but it was the moon, and she laid it carefully
in the open grave; and behind me stood the Palatine soldier sobbing and
spelling, “The Prince-Elector has abdicated.”
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