She had come, even as he was giving up in despair. As he turned to
leave, she came, and they met face to face.
The two amiable busybodies sipped their tea and watched.
“My dear, she didn’t even offer him her hand—such a cold and stately
bow. They can’t be lovers, after all!”
“I don’t think I ever saw a more lovely girl!”
“But icily cold. That pink chiffon I bought at Robinson’s will make up
into a charming evening dress for Irene, don’t you think?”
“I am afraid I am late,” Joan said, and her voice was clear and cold,
expressionless as a voice could be.
“Surely I deserve that at least, after the unforgivable delay in
answering your letter.”
“Yes,” she said, “you—you were a long time answering.” And suddenly she
realised what that delay had meant.
Yesterday, if his answer had come, perhaps she would not have done as
she had done. But it was done now, past recall.
“I was away. I found Hurst Dormer irksome and lonely. Lady Linden came
over; she invited me to stay at Cornbridge,” he explained. “So I went,
and no letters were forwarded. Yours came within a few hours of my
leaving. I hope you understand that if I had had it—”
“You would have answered it before, Mr. Alston? Yes, I am glad to feel
the neglect was not intentional.”
“Intentional!”
“I—I thought, judging from the manner in which we last parted, and what
you then said to me, that you—you preferred not to—see me again.”
“I was hurt then, hurt and bitter. I had no right to say what I said. I
ask you to accept my apologies, Joan.”
She started a little at the sound of her name, but did not look at him.
“Perhaps you were right. I have thought it over since. Yes, I think I
acted meanly; it was a thing a woman would do. That is where a woman
fails—in small things—ideas, mean ideas come to her mind, just like
that one. A man would not think such things. Yes, I am ashamed by the
smallness of it. You said ‘ungenerous.’ I think a better expression
would have been ‘mean-spirited.’”
“Joan!”
“But we need not discuss that. We owe one another apologies. Shall we
take it that they are offered and accepted?”
He nodded. “Tea?” he asked, “or coffee?” For the hotel servant had come
for his orders.
“Tea, please,” she said; “and—and this time I will not ask for the
bill.” The faintest flicker of a smile crossed her lips, and then was
gone, and he thought that in its place a look of weariness and
unhappiness came into the girl’s face.
She had sent for him to ask his help. His letter had only reached her
that morning, and when she had read it, she had asked herself, “Shall I
go? Shall I see him?” And had answered “No! It is over; I do not need
his help now. I have someone else to whom I must turn for help, someone
who will give it readily.”
And yet she had come—that is the way of women. And because she had
come, she would still ask his help, and not ask it of that other. For
surely he who had brought all this trouble on to her should be the one
to clear her path?
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