The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. I.Bird, Robert Montgomery
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The Infidel; or, the Fall of Mexico. Vol. I.
Bird, Robert Montgomery
Mexico -- History -- Conquest, 1519-1540 -- Fiction
"Thou hast but little worldly knowledge," said the Captain-General, half
smiling, "or thou wouldst know, that revenge is of a reptile's nature,
crawling rather in secret among dark thickets than openly over sunny
plains, and none the less venomous, that it can lie half a year torpid.
Neither put thou much trust in innocent looks; which, to a shrewd eye,
are like sea-water,--the smoother they lie, the deeper can they be
looked into."
Having pronounced these metaphorical maxims with much gravity, his eye
all the time bent on the youth, Cortes paused for a moment, as if for a
reply; when, receiving none, for, in truth, Juan, not well comprehending
them, knew not what to answer, he continued,
"Let us understand one another. There has been strife between
us,--strife and ill-will. I have perhaps done you injustice: I thought I
had cause. By my conscience, young man, I once loved you very well--I
have been sorry for you."
"I have deserved your displeasure," said Juan, hurriedly, moved by the
earnestness with which the general spoke; "but, I hope, not beyond
forgiveness."
"Surely not, surely not," said Cortes; "but what I may forget as thy
friend, I am still bound to consider as thy general. I am now the king's
officer, and it becomes me, forgetting all private feelings, to know no
friends but those who approve themselves true and valuable servants of
his majesty. In this character, I must remember some of thy past acts
with disfavour; but in both, it is not improper I should desire thou
shouldst have opportunity fully to retrieve thy good name, and, in spite
of envy and detraction, to deserve such friendship as I have shown thee
in former years."
The exile pondered a moment over the words of the general, in more
indecision than before. They spoke of friendship and kindness, and
seemed to offer an apology for severity that was rather official than
personal; and yet, in this apology, was a degree of reproach, of which
it appeared Cortes's resolution to keep him always sensible.
Nevertheless, this very tone of complaint served to soothe the little
exasperation of feelings which had remained in Juan's breast, while
smarting under a sense of wrong and injustice. Anger both irritates and
hardens the heart; reproach softens, while it distresses. It seemed
obvious to Juan, that Cortes, while apprizing him that a full
reconciliation had not yet taken place, was willing, nay anxious, that
it should. He answered therefore with the greatest fervour,
"If your excellency will but show me in what manner I may regain your
favour--at least your belief that I have not wantonly rejected it--I
call heaven to witness, I will remember it as such an act of kindness as
that which _this_ must ever keep me in memory of."
As he spoke, he touched with his finger a rapier-scar on his right
breast, which the narrowness and peculiar fashion of his mantle scarcely
enabled him to conceal, even when so disposed.
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