“That’s true; I have known want, and even now it attacks me sometimes; it’s like influenza, which does not leave its victims all at once; but it is hard, I can tell you, to do without the necessaries of life; as for its luxuries--” “Oh, of course, no one can do without its luxuries.” “You are incorrigible,” he answered, with a laugh. Then he said no more. Lampron’s silence is the only argument which struggles in my heart in favor of the Mouillard practice. Who can guess from what quarter the wind will blow? CHAPTER XI. IN THE BEATEN PATH June 5th. The die is cast; I will not be a lawyer. The tradition of the Mouillards is broken for good, Sylvestre is defeated for good, and I am free for good--and quite uncertain of my future. I have written my uncle a calm, polite, and clearly worded letter to confirm my decision. He has not answered it, nor did I expect an answer. I expected, however, that he would be avenged by some faint regret on my part, by one of those light mists that so often arise and hang about our firmest resolutions. But no such mist has arisen. Still, Law has had her revenge. Abandoned at Bourges, she has recaptured me at Paris, for a time. I realized that it was impossible for me to live on an income of fourteen hundred francs. The friends whom I discreetly questioned, in behalf of an unnamed acquaintance, as to the means of earning money, gave me various answers. Here is a fairly complete list of their expedients: “If your friend is at all clever, he should write a novel.” “If he is not, there is the catalogue of the National Library: ten hours of indexing a day.” “If he has ambition, let him become a wine-merchant.” “No; ‘Old Clo,’ and get his hats gratis.” “If he is very plain, and has no voice, he can sing in the chorus at the opera.” “Shorthand writer in the Senate is a peaceful occupation.” “Teacher of Volapuk is the profession of the future.” “Try ‘Hallo, are you there?’ in the telephones.” “Wants to earn money? Advise him first not to lose any!” The most sensible one, who guessed the name of the acquaintance I was interested in, said: “You have been a managing clerk; go back to it.” And as the situation chanced to be vacant, I went back to my old master. I took my old seat and den as managing clerk between the outer office and Counsellor Boule’s glass cage. I correct the drafts of the inferior clerks; I see the clients and instruct them how to proceed. They often take me for the counsellor himself. I go to the courts nearly every day, and hang about chief clerks’ and judges’ chambers; and go to the theatre once a week with the “paper” supplied to the office. Do I call this a profession? No, merely a stop-gap which allows me to live and wait for something to turn up. I sometimes have forebodings that I shall go on like this forever, waiting for something which will never turn up; that this temporary occupation may become only too permanent.