Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Speid’s thoughts were full of Cecilia and Crauford Fordyce. He had seen
the latter a couple of times--for it was some weeks since he had arrived
to visit his uncle--and he had not cared for him. Once he had overtaken
him on the road, and they had walked a few miles together. He had
struck him as stupid, and possibly, coarse-fibred. He only realized, as
he stood twirling the tassel of the blind, how important his occasional
meetings with Cecilia had become to him, how much she was in his
thoughts, how her words, her ways, her movements, her voice, were
interwoven with every fancy he had. He had been a dullard, he told
himself, stupid and coarse-fibred as Fordyce. He had been obliged to
wait until jealousy, like a flash of lightning, should show him that
which lay round his feet. Fool, idiot, and thrice idiot that he was to
have been near to such a transcendent creature, and yet ignorant of the
truth! Though her charm had thrilled him through and through, it was
only here and now that the chance words of a vulgar woman had revealed
that she was indispensable to him.
Though self-conscious, he was not conceited, and he sighed as he
reflected that he could give her nothing which Fordyce could not also
offer. From the little he had heard, he fancied him to be a richer man
than himself. Cecilia did not strike him as a person who, if her heart
were engaged, would take count of the difference. But what chance had
he more than another of engaging her heart? Fordyce was not handsome,
certainly, but then, neither was he ill-looking. Gilbert glanced across
at a mirror which hung in the alcove of the window, and saw in it a
rather sinister young man with a scarred face. He was not attractive,
either, he thought. Well, he had learned something.
‘Mr. Speid, will you pour out the wine?’
Miss Hersey’s voice was all ceremony. Not for the world would she have
called him Gilbert at such a moment.
He went forward to the little tray and did as she bid him.
CHAPTER IX
ON FOOT AND ON WHEELS
THE yellow cabriolet stood at the entrance to the close. The iron-gray
mare, though no longer in her first youth, abhorred delay, and was
tossing her head and moving restlessly, to the great annoyance of the
very small English groom who stood a yard in front of her nose, and
whose remonstrances were completely lost on her. Now and then she would
fidget with her forefeet, spoiling the ‘Assyrian stride’ which had
added pounds to her price and made her an object of open-mouthed
amazement to the youth of the Kaims gutter.
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