Scotland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
As she glanced at the man beside her she thought of the strange
difference in people’s estimates of the same thing; no doubt he
represented everything to someone, but she had spoken with absolute
truth when she said that it had not occurred to her to compare him to
Speid. She saw the same difference between the two men that she saw
between fire and clay, between the husk and the grain, between the seen
and the unseen. In her twenty-four years she had contrived to pierce
the veils and shadows that hide the eyes of life, and, having looked
upon them, to care for no light but theirs. The impression produced on
her when she first saw Gilbert Speid by the dovecot was very vivid, and
it was wonderful how little it had been obliterated or altered in their
subsequent acquaintance. His quietness and the forces below it had more
meaning for her than the obvious speeches and actions of other people.
She had seen him in a flash, understood him in a flash, and, in a
flash, her nature had risen up and paused, quivering and waiting,
unconscious of its own attitude. Simple-minded people were inclined to
call Cecilia cold.
‘I am expecting letters from home to-day,’ said Fordyce at last. ‘I
have written very fully to my father on a particular subject, and I am
hoping for an answer.’
‘Indeed?’ said she, assuming a look of interest; she felt none, but she
was anxious to be pleasant.
‘I should like you to see Fordyce Castle,’ said he. ‘I must try to
persuade Lady Eliza to pay us a visit with you.’
‘I am afraid you will hardly be able to do that,’ she answered,
smiling. ‘I have lived with her for nearly twelve years, and I have
never once known her to leave Morphie.’
‘But I feel sure she would enjoy seeing Fordyce,’ he continued; ‘it is
considered one of the finest places in Lanarkshire, and my mother would
make her very welcome; my sisters, too, they will be delighted to make
your acquaintance. You would suit each other perfectly; I have often
thought that.’
‘You are very good,’ she said, ‘and the visit would be interesting, I
am sure. The invitation would please her, even if she did not accept
it. You can but ask her.’
‘Then I have your permission to write to my mother?’ said Crauford
earnestly.
It struck Cecilia all at once that she was standing on the brink of a
chasm. Her colour changed a little.
‘It is for my aunt to give that,’ she said. ‘I am always ready to go
anywhere with her that she pleases.’
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