British Columbia -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Lumber trade -- Fiction
"What's the use of being brought into the world, fed, clothed, and
educated, if you're of no use or consequence to anybody?" he observed
to Mary Thorn. "Nobody needs me to help solve their problems. I
have none of my own--none that amount to much. That was all attended
to before I was born."
"You don't know how lucky you are," Mary retorted. "You can do
whatever you want to do. You've got everything that most men have to
struggle for all their lives--and then don't get."
"But I don't seem to want to do anything that amounts to a hill of
beans," Rod replied. "It's like a football game against a third-rate
team. No fun in a walkaway. I have the instincts of a--a--what
shall I say? Buccaneer? Pioneer? Adventurer? I don't see much
chance for anything but a money-making adventure. I don't need to do
that, even if it were to my taste. I couldn't get much kick out of
making two dollars grow where only one flourished. Can't you show me
a windmill or two, Mary?" he ended whimsically. "I'll mount
Rosinante and knock 'em over."
"Every avenue is open for you," Mary declared. "You can map out any
sort of career you choose."
"What, for instance?" he inquired. "There has to be a motive. Most
of 'em are financial. There's the law, and science, and the arts. I
don't warm up to a career as a matter of duty. I've talked to the
governor, seeking light in my darkness. He blandly observes, 'Suit
yourself, my boy. There's really no hurry,' and goes on reading his
book or paper, as the case may be. I'm inclined to believe the
radicals at school were right. They claimed that economic urges lay
at the root of all purposeful action in the world of affairs. Hence,
I lack the strongest motive of all to _force_ me to action."
"Haven't you any secret ambition of any sort whatever?" Mary inquired.
Rod reflected a second.
"Well, I won't commit myself," he replied. "Have you?"
"Yes," she answered demurely. "To be successful, beautiful and
beloved."
"Successful--what do you define as success?"
"Act of succeeding; consequence, issue, outcome or result of an
undertaking, whether good or bad," she laughed.
"Oh, hang Webster," he returned. "What's your real,
honest-to-goodness idea of success? What do you want most of all?
What do you want to do? What do you live for? What's your heart set
on as an objective?"
And Mary, sobered a little by the sudden earnestness of his tone,
could only shake her head.
"I'm not quite sure," she confessed. "There must be something over
the hill--but I don't know what it is."
"Funny," he ruminated. "We're both in the same boat."
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