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It wasn't right. It wasn't fair. There was something rotten in such
an arrangement. In so far as this clear-eyed girl sitting beside him
was concerned, Rod felt that he must do something about it. Why, he
didn't pause to consider. He simply felt the compulsion to act, as
he would have been impelled to act if some unfairness had been
practiced toward himself.
They dropped that subject as if it were a live coal, as if they had
both become suddenly wary of self-revelation. And as they continued
to speak casually of other things, Rod mentally registered the fact
that by some occult process they two, from their divergent poles,
seemed to converge always. Six months, a year, two years: the
separation in lapsed time didn't seem to matter. When they met again
they did not so much begin where they left off, as at once find
themselves on common ground, breathing a natural air of intimacy.
Girls in Rod's experience were either provocative, kittenish, silly,
or rare, lofty-minded creatures whose worship at the shrine of pure
intellect was almost an affectation. He had been in the last four
years so often between the devil of jazzy damozels and the deep sea
of the female highbrow, alternating between amusement and impatience.
Mary Thorn came nearest to qualifying as a chum, with the added
factor of an elusive personal charm.
They were sitting on the calk-punctured board steps of Oliver Thorn's
house. For a minute or two Mary's gaze turned on the slope that ran
up to the Granite Pool. Whenever Rod tried to analyze his liking for
her, he stressed that quality of self-containedness. She could think
her own thoughts as if he were not there. She was thinking them now.
He wondered what they were. He had a retentive memory; he was
tenacious of impressions. Looking at her, he wondered if she were
thinking of the day they sat on the log watching the rapids boil in
their pent channel; if she were thinking of that unpremeditated kiss.
Recalling it, Rod felt his heart quicken. And, as if some invisible
thread linked their minds for an instant, Mary's eyes turned to his
with a reminiscent gleam. A faint flush tinted her cheeks. She
looked away.
Rod covered her hand with his. She let it lie passive. The touch
warmed his blood, filled him with a quick glow. For a moment all the
world was shut away, all but himself and her and the hot sunlight on
the shining channel water.
He shook off that swift rush of emotion, startled, astonished, a
little dismayed. He sat testing the strength of his resolution,
wondering at the thing that stirred him so deeply, trying to grasp
its substance. Her hand was warm and soft. Faint tremors shook it
slightly.
"What a damned shame things are so badly arranged," he said. "Let's
fix 'em to suit ourselves, Mary."
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