"My dislike has nothing to do with the matter. I overlooked her
behavior with you last year--as I have overlooked a good many things in
the past--but this is asking too much."
Gordon's coldness matched her own as he said:
"I repeat, this is no time for jealousy--"
"Jealousy! It's an insult to Natalie."
"Miss Golden is one of our largest stockholders."
"That's not true! I had Denny look up the matter."
"So!" Gordon flared up angrily. "Denny has been showing you the books,
eh! He had no more right to do that than you had to pry into my
affairs. While Miss Golden's investment may not be so large as some
others', she has influential friends. She did yeoman service in the
cause, and I can't allow your foolish fancies to interfere with my
plans."
"Fancies!" cried the woman, furiously. "You behaved like a school-boy
with her. It was disgraceful. I refuse to let her associate with my
daughter."
"Aren't we drawing rather fine distinctions?" Gordon's lip curled. "In
the first place, Natalie has no business here. Since she came,
uninvited, for the second time, she must put up with what she finds. I
warned you last summer that she might suspect--"
"She did. She does. She discovered the truth a year ago." Mrs. Gerard's
usually impassive face was distorted and she voiced her confession with
difficulty.
"The devil!" ejaculated Gordon.
The woman nodded. "She accused me last night. I tried to--lie,
but--God! How I have lived through these hours I'll never know."
"Hm-m!" Gordon reflected, briefly. "Perhaps, after all, it's just as
well that she knows; she would have found it out sooner or later, and
there's some satisfaction in knowing that the worst is over."
Never before had his callous cynicism been so frankly displayed. It
chilled her and made the plea she was about to voice seem doubly
difficult.
"I wish I looked upon the matter as you do," she said, slowly. "But
other people haven't the same social ideas as we. I'm--crushed, and
she--Poor child! I don't know how she had the courage to face it. Now
that she has heard the truth from my own lips I'm afraid it will kill
her."
Gordon laughed. "Nonsense! Natalie is a sensible girl. Disillusionment
is always painful, but never fatal. Sooner or later the young must
confront the bald facts of life, and I venture to say she will soon
forget her school-girl morality. Let me explain my views of--"
"Never!" cried the woman, aghast. "If you do I shall--" She checked
herself and buried her face in her hands. "I feel no regrets for
myself--for I drifted with my eyes open--but this--this is different.
Don't you understand? I am a mother. Or are you dead to all decent
feeling?"
"My dear, I'm the most tender-hearted of men. Of course I shall say
nothing, if you prefer, for I am subservient to your commands in all
things. But calm yourself. What is done cannot be undone."
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