England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Upper class -- England -- Fiction
The waiting in London for July to come was daily more unbearable
to Shelton, and if it had not been for Ferrand, who still came to
breakfast, he would have deserted the Metropolis. On June first the
latter presented himself rather later than was his custom, and announced
that, through a friend, he had heard of a position as interpreter to an
hotel at Folkestone.
“If I had money to face the first necessities,” he said, swiftly turning
over a collection of smeared papers with his yellow fingers, as if
searching for his own identity, “I 'd leave today. This London blackens
my spirit.”
“Are you certain to get this place,” asked Shelton.
“I think so,” the young foreigner replied; “I 've got some good enough
recommendations.”
Shelton could not help a dubious glance at the papers in his hand. A
hurt look passed on to Ferrand's curly lips beneath his nascent red
moustache.
“You mean that to have false papers is as bad as theft. No, no; I shall
never be a thief--I 've had too many opportunities,” said he, with pride
and bitterness. “That's not in my character. I never do harm to anyone.
This”--he touched the papers--“is not delicate, but it does harm to no
one. If you have no money you must have papers; they stand between you
and starvation. Society, has an excellent eye for the helpless--it never
treads on people unless they 're really down.” He looked at Shelton.
“You 've made me what I am, amongst you,” he seemed to say; “now put up
with me!”
“But there are always the workhouses,” Shelton remarked at last.
“Workhouses!” returned Ferrand; “certainly there are--regular palaces:
I will tell you one thing: I've never been in places so discouraging as
your workhouses; they take one's very heart out.”
“I always understood,” said Shelton coldly; “that our system was better
than that of other countries.”
Ferrand leaned over in his chair, an elbow on his knee, his favourite
attitude when particularly certain of his point.
“Well,” he replied, “it 's always permissible to think well of your own
country. But, frankly, I've come out of those places here with little
strength and no heart at all, and I can tell you why.” His lips lost
their bitterness, and he became an artist expressing the result of
his experience. “You spend your money freely, you have fine buildings,
self-respecting officers, but you lack the spirit of hospitality. The
reason is plain; you have a horror of the needy. You invite us--and
when we come you treat us justly enough, but as if we were numbers,
criminals, beneath contempt--as if we had inflicted a personal injury on
you; and when we get out again, we are naturally degraded.”
Shelton bit his lips.
“How much money will you want for your ticket, and to make a start?” he
asked.
The nervous gesture escaping Ferrand at this juncture betrayed how far
the most independent thinkers are dependent when they have no money in
their pockets. He took the note that Shelton proffered him.
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