'Or any expectations, except from your mother, who is not yet sixty.'
'I could not count upon my mother's death. Besides, she says that, if I
persist, she will not leave me anything at all.'
'So much I understand from herself. Her present intention is to remove
your name from her will, in case you go on with this proposed marriage.'
'My mother will do what she pleases with her property,' said Elsie. 'If
she thinks that I will give way to a threat of this kind, she does not
know me.'
'Do not let us speak of threats. I am laying before you facts. Here they
are plainly. Young Austin has a very small income: he has very little
prospect of getting a substantial income: you, so far as you know, have
nothing; and, also so far as you know, you have no prospect of anything.
These are the facts, are they not?'
'Yes--I suppose these are the facts. We shall be quite poor--very
likely, quite poor always.' The tears rose to her eyes. But this was not
a place for crying.
'I want you to understand these facts very clearly,' Mr. Dering
insisted. 'Believe me, I do not wish to give you pain.'
'All this,' said Elsie, with the beginnings of the family obstinacy in
her eyes, 'I clearly understand. I have had them put before me too
often.'
'I also learn from your sister, Lady Dering, that if you abandon this
marriage she is ready to do anything for you that she can. Her house,
her carriage, her servants--you can command them all, if you please.
This you know. Have you considered the meaning of what you propose? Can
you consider it calmly?'
'I believe we have.'
'On the one side poverty--not what is called a small income. Many people
live very well on what is called a small income--but grinding, hard
poverty, which exacts real privations and burdens you with unexpected
loads. My dear young lady, you have been brought up to a certain amount
of plenty and ease, if not to luxury. Do you think you can get along
without plenty and ease?'
'If George can, I can.'
'Can you become a servant--cook, housemaid, lady's-maid--as well as a
wife--a nurse as well as a mother?'
'If George is made happier by my becoming anything--anything, it will
only make me happier. Mr. Dering, I am sure you wish me well--you are my
father's old friend--you have always advised my mother in her
troubles--my brother was articled to you--but----' She paused,
remembering that he had not been her brother's best friend.
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