The Jessica Letters: An Editor's RomanceHarris, Corra
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The Jessica Letters: An Editor's Romance
Harris, Corra
Editors -- Fiction
Your letter, dearest Jessica, and your father's came by the same post, and
the sensation they gave me was as if some moral confusion had befallen the
elements and summer were mingled with winter in the same sky. Not that his
letter was anything but kind and dignified, but it seemed to remove you
and your life so far away from me. I confess I had some fears that he
might insist on the little we have seen or, as the world judges, know of
each other; it had not occurred to me that my "infidelity" would block my
path to happiness--so little do the people I commonly meet reck of that
matter. I have been accusing the world all along of indifference to the
spirit and to theology, and now, by a sort of poetical irony, I am blocked
in my progress toward happiness by meeting one who adheres to an old-world
belief in these things. The burden of his reply was in these words: "I
cannot conceive that my daughter should give her heart to a man who was
not strong in the faith in which she has herself been nurtured. I would
gladly be otherwise convinced, but from all I can learn you are of those
who trust rather in the pride of intellect than in the humility of
Christian faith. "Why, my fair Jesuit, have you concealed your love as
well as this! I think no one could live in the same house with me without
hearing the bird that sings in my breast. You must tell your father the
whole truth.
Meanwhile I will write to him as best I can, but the real debate I must
leave until I come to Morningtown. And how shall I persuade him that I
have faith or that my faith is in any way an equivalent for his belief in
the Christian dogma? Will he listen to me if I say that a man may believe
the whole catechism and yet have no faith? Mankind, as I regard them, are
divided into two pretty distinct classes: those to whom the visible world
is real and the invisible world unreal or at best a shadow of the visible,
and those to whom this visible realm with all its life is mere illusion
whereas the spirit alone is the eternal reality. Faith is just this
perception of the illusion enwrapping all these phenomena that to those
without faith seem so real; faith is the voluntary turning away of the
spirit from this illusion toward the infinite reality. It is because I
find among the men of to-day no perception of this illusion that I deny
the existence of faith in the world. It is because men have utterly lost
the sense of this illusion that religion has descended into this Simony of
the humanitarians. How shall I tell your father this? I think we should do
better to discuss household economy than religion.
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