And Chane never spoke of him, even to her husband. She had talked about
him openly before the scene in the wine-room, and now she could do so no
longer. She did not even tell Nathan, on his return home after a month's
absence, of the gross conduct of Herr von Bolwinski. "Why should I make
him angry?" she thought; but she knew that she was unwilling to mention
the name of Herr von Negrusz. An inexplicable reticence prevented her
from doing so. She thought so much about him, and yet she could not
speak of him. Every day her imagination took a different turn. Sometimes
she thought it was not nice of him to treat her with such marked
indifference; and at other times she wondered if the haughty Christian
really believed she was in love with him, and wished to show her that
she was nothing to him. "He need not do that," she thought, "for he is
certainly nothing to me. But then he stood up for me nobly, and perhaps
he does not intend to give that fat, ugly Bolwinski an opportunity for
further lies. It must be true that his heart is buried in the grave. He
loves a dead woman so truly that he will never speak to a living one.
He does not even talk to the custom-house officer's wife. How is it
possible to love one who is dead--and what is love?..."
The Power that shapes our lives often uses strange means. Two people
were being brought together who were not on speaking terms!
They maintained silence for three long months, though they saw one
another daily. The summer passed away, the yellow leaves in the
monastery garden began to fall; the vintage came, and Nathan started on
his long rounds through Hungary and Moldavia. He was to return on the
Sabbath before the great feast. "Take care of yourself, and see that you
get good vinegar out of the spoiled must," were his parting words. He
embraced his wife, calmly kissing her on the brow. He little thought
that he did so for the last time.
* * * * *
One beautiful sunny day in September Chane was busy in the shop, and
Herr von Bolwinski and the collector of taxes were talking politics in
the _casino_. Everything was as usual. Herr von Negrusz stepped into the
shop. He lifted his hat, and was passing on, but was prevented by a cask
of herrings, which filled the passage.
"You must come round here," said Chane, pointing behind the counter.
"Thank you," he said, passing her. Then he stopped, and added, "You are
making changes here." He wished to say something, and could think of
nothing better.
"Yes; for the fruit season."
"There is a splendid crop this year...."
"Particularly of apples...."
"And the wine promises well, I hear. Where is Herr Nathan just now?"
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