The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor EmmanuelTańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
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The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor Emmanuel
Tańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
Diary fiction; Franciszka Krasińska, Countess, consort of Charles, Duke of Courland, 1743-1796 -- Fiction
The duke is here! And, oh!--I can hardly believe it,--he loves
me! He loves me so much that he could stay no longer without
seeing me, and the two princes, to please him, thought to build
the villa and to give hunting parties, in order to bring him
near the object of his affection. It is fortunate that it was
dark when he appeared yesterday. Everybody would have seen how
I blushed, and he himself might have read in my eyes more joy
than I ought to have shown. How will all this end? Until now I
feigned not to understand the hidden meaning of his words. I
tried most carefully to conceal my feelings toward him; shall I
be able to do it any longer, especially here, where I shall see
him so often,--live almost under the same roof?
I cannot express the state that my heart and head are in. I see
before me either a destiny so grand that I am afraid to think of
it, or so dark and miserable that I shiver. What ought I to do?
I would rather die than ask the princess; she said, not later
than to-day, that the woman who would believe in the love of the
duke would be simply mad, and that his wife would be most
unhappy. The Prince Woivode visibly shuns any confidence.
May 18.
I am betrothed. Is it really true? I, Frances Krasinska, I shall
be Duchess of Courland, and perhaps one day something more!
To-day we went to the little palace. The princess made a false
step mounting the stairs, and was obliged to stay in the room
with her companion, and we four went to the park. The Prince
Martin stopped to show the Woivode some preparations for the
hunt, but the duke said he preferred to walk, and took my arm.
He was silent for awhile, which seemed strange, as he generally
talks a great deal. At last he asked me if I would never be
willing to understand for whom and for what he had come here. I
tried to answer, calmly, that I knew him to be a lover of
hunting, and that there promised to be great sport. Then he put
aside all metaphors, and said plainly that he came for my sake,
"and to find his whole life's happiness." I was stunned, it came
so suddenly; but I composed myself and said: "Monsieur le Duc,
are you forgetting who you are, and what you may be one day? You
must look for a wife among the royal daughters." "You are my
queen!" he exclaimed; "you, who first by your beauty have
charmed my eyes, and afterwards by your modesty and virtues have
won my heart. I am used to having women run to me as soon as I
have spoken one word. But you, although you loved me perhaps
more than any one of them, you shunned me; I could only guess
what you were feeling. You are worthy of the first throne in the
world. If I wish to be one day King of Poland, it is in order to
put a crown on that beautiful brow of yours." How can I believe
that all that was not merely a dream!
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