The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor Emmanuel — John Shaqi
The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor EmmanuelTańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
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The Journal of Countess Françoise Krasinska, Great Grandmother of Victor Emmanuel
Tańska-Hoffmanowa, Klementyna
Diary fiction; Franciszka Krasińska, Countess, consort of Charles, Duke of Courland, 1743-1796 -- Fiction
I stood silent; no words could pass my lips. Then the two
princes drew near us. "I take Heaven and you for witnesses,"
said the duke, turning to them, "that I will never marry any
other woman but the Countess Françoise Krasinska. For reasons
easily understood, I wish my decision kept secret until the
time comes, and I am sure of your loyalty and discretion." The
princes saluted; they said something about the great honor and
their faithfulness; they whispered in my ear, "You are worthy of
it," and withdrew.
I stood as yet in a dream, but at last I had to answer to the
affectionate words; I had even to confess that I loved him much,
and had done so for a long time. Should I not have made that
avowal to my future husband? My husband! No, it cannot be true.
But then, what means the exchanged ring on my finger? I had from
Basia a little golden snake-ring which she gave me at my last
visit; the duke had observed it, and ordered a similar one with
the words "for ever" engraved inside; he put it on my finger and
took mine for himself. The trees and the birds were the only
witnesses of that silent betrothal. But these rings were not
consecrated; a Father's hand had not given me away, nor a Mother
bestowed her blessing. Oh! yes, now I believe that all is true,
for I feel hot tears on my cheeks.
_Monday_, May 25.
One week has passed, a week of such bliss! To-day for the first
time, I was struck with the thought that my happiness might fly
away. The Dukes Clement and Albert arrived here on Thursday; the
hunt took place on Friday and Saturday, and they leave this
afternoon; perhaps he also will have to go soon! How could I
have so totally forgotten about it? Perhaps I had not time to
think of what would come next, the days are so full--not only
with my heart's content, but also with the duties of the lady of
the house; the princess is confined to her room, as her foot has
grown worse, and I have had to take her place. Or perhaps I did
not want to think at all and spoil my happiness. Now I can think
of nothing else but that departure. What will it be when he has
gone? With what thought shall I awake in the morning? For whom
shall I want to dress? What shall I do with the whole day when
he is not here!
I looked out of the window toward the villa, and saw a white
handkerchief waving from the balcony; it is the "good-morning"
he sends me every day. How early he is,--it is not yet six
o'clock! Now I see a rider galloping along the road. It cannot
be he! No, it is his favorite hunter who brings me flowers, a
message every day from him. Oh! no, my anxiety was premature; I
have not heard yet that he was going away; we may have another
happy week, and a third, and perhaps a fourth,--why did I fret?
_Wednesday_, May 27.
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