The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth DraperSterne, Laurence
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The Journal to Eliza and Various letters by Laurence Sterne and Elizabeth Draper
Sterne, Laurence
Draper, Elizabeth, 1744-1778; Novelists, English -- 18th century -- Correspondence; Sterne, Laurence, 1713-1768 -- Correspondence
heaven waft thee to us upon the wings of Mercy—that is, as speedily as
the winds & tides can do thee this friendly office. This is the 7^{th}.
day That I have tasted nothing better than Water gruel—am going, at the
solicitation of Hall, to eat of a boild fowl—so he dines with me on
it—and a dish of Macaruls—
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7 o’clock—I have drank to thy Name Eliza! everlasting peace & happiness
(for my Toast) in the first glass of Wine I have adventured to drink. My
friend has left me— & I am alone,—like thee in thy solitary Cabin after
thy return from a tasteless meal in the round house & like thee I fly to
my Journal, to tell thee, I never prized thy friendship so high, or
loved thee more—or wish’d so ardently to be a Sharer of all the weights
w^{ch}. Providence has laid upon thy tender frame—Than this moment—when
upon taking up my pen, my poor pulse quickend—my pale face glowed—and
tears stood ready in my Eyes to fall upon the paper, as I traced the
word Eliza. O Eliza! Eliza! ever best & blessed of all thy Sex! blessed
in thyself and in thy Virtues—& blessed and endearing to all who know
thee—to Me, Eliza, most so; because I _know more_ of thee than any
other—This is the true philtre by which Thou hast charm’d me & wilt for
ever charm & hold me thine, whilst Virtue & faith hold this world
together;’tis the simple Magic, by which I trust, I have won a place in
that heart of thine on w^{ch}. I depend so satisfied, That Time &
distance, or change of every thing w^{ch}. might allarm the little
hearts of little men, create no uneasy suspence in mine—It scorns to
doubt—& scorns to be doubted—’tis the only exception—where Security is
not the parent of Danger.
My Illness will keep me three weeks longer in town.—but a Journey in
less time would be hazardous, unless a short one across the Desert
w^{ch}. I should set out upon to morrow, could I carry a Medicine with
me which I was sure would prolong one month of y^r. Life—or should it
happen——
—but why make Suppositions?—when Situations happen—’tis time enough to
shew thee That thy Bramin is the truest & most friendly of mortal
Spirits, & capable of doing more for his Eliza, than his pen will suffer
him to promise.
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