Mountain life -- Fiction; Tennessee, East -- Fiction
of the stolen money. It seemed a grim sort of justice that with the
last movements of his hands in life, the last effort of his will, he
sought to tear it off, to cast it from him, as he went down into the
hopeless depths.
Royce experienced hardly a regret for his false friend,--not more than
a physical pang of sympathy, an involuntary shudder, his very nerves
instinct with the terror of the water. Had Grayson not tampered with a
secret that was not his own, the belt would now be safe. Royce himself
had had the strength to sustain its weight in the water. He was used
to it, and its size had been carefully adjusted to his slender figure.
Now the money was gone,--the belt was found on another man. They would
seem to have been confederates in the robbery of the fund. He was
responsible for it. He could not reasonably account for its being out
of his own possession without incriminating himself. Should he seek to
inculpate the dead man alone, he was aware that the fact that Grayson
could not speak for himself would speak for him. Nothing could palliate
the circumstance that the belt was found on another man than its proper
custodian, and that the leather had been slit and the money extracted.
He would have to account for this, and improbable excuses would not go
far with men smarting under a ruinous loss from the carelessness or the
drunkenness or the cupidity of their employee. He could not go back. He
could never face the firm!
So light of heart he had always been, so light of heel, so light, so
very light of head, that the anguish which pierced him at the idea of
the loss of public esteem, of his commercial honor, of the confidence
of the firm, involved in his seeming failure of probity, subacutely
amazed him at its keen poignancy. He had hardly known how he valued
these spiritual, immaterial assets. More than life,--far, far more than
life! He began to contemn the struggle he had made in the water; he had
been wondering and calculating, with an early gleam of consciousness
and an athlete’s stalwart vanity, how far he had swum, how long he had
sustained himself in the great flood; for what purpose, he thought
now, what melancholy purpose, to save his life for the ignominy of an
episode behind the bars for breach of trust, embezzlement, robbery--he
hardly cared what might be the technical rank of the crime of which he
would so certainly be accused. Every reflection brought confirmations
of the popular suspicion which would be so false, and which could not,
alas, be disproved. With a mechanical review, as of a life when it is
closed, sundry gambling escapades of John Grayson’s recurred to his
mind, in which he had been nearly concerned and which had attained
a certain degree of notoriety. On one occasion, indeed, when he was
younger and more easily led by his friend, a gambling establishment had
been raided by the police, the two had been among the captured players,
and being arraigned, although under false names, were nevertheless
recognized.
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