Evelyn did not contradict him. She was too weary of the subject to
wish to revive it. Imitating others, whose youth had been one of far
from splendid poverty, the Earl permitted money to become the guiding
principle of his life in the exact ratio of its acquisition. An
exceedingly rich man when he inherited the bankrupt estates of the
Melbournes, each year found a waning of his natural generosity, a
growth of unaccustomed meanness, and a diligence in the quest of
fortune which the circumstances made almost pathetic. On her part,
Evelyn was perfectly well aware that he would give no parties at the
Hall this year, would not take her to Trouville, nor visit the
Mediterranean in the winter. Each season found its own excuses for
delay. The wretched mine in Tuscany was a very godsend when
postponements of any kind troubled the Earl for a good excuse.
"I am glad you are going to do something to the Hall," she said
evasively; "at least there will be the painters' society to enjoy.
After that I suppose I may go to Dieppe, as Aunt Anne wishes. It will
be quite a dissipation--under the circumstances."
He looked at her rather sharply.
"So you went to London after all?" he said. "I thought you meant to
put it off?"
"To put it off! That would have been a familiar task. I live to put
things off. There is no one in all Derbyshire who has so many excuses
to make as I have."
"My dear Evelyn, you know perfectly well why I dislike all this kind of
thing."
"Indeed, I know nothing, except that you dislike it. This is the third
year that you promised to take me to London and have disappointed me.
If there is any reason that keeps us prisoners when others are free,
would you not wish me to know of it? I am your daughter, and surely,
father, you can speak to me of this."
"My dear little Evelyn," he said, hiding his embarrassment as well as
might be, "you are talking the greatest nonsense in the world. If you
want to go to London, you shall go to-morrow. Take a house, a flat, an
hotel, anything you like--only don't ask me to go with you. I am past
all that sort of thing. A city stifles me; the fools I find in it make
me angry. If you like them, go and see them. I have been alone enough
in my life not to mind very much being alone again."
This quasi-appeal to her pity was his invariable argument. He would
have been embarrassed had she accepted his proposals; but he knew full
well that she would not accept them. And so he made them with a
generosity which cost him nothing but a momentary tremor of doubt lest
her answer should disappoint him.
"Oh," she said, rising from the table and going to the window to look
across the park, "I am satiated with gayety--and Aunt Anne is a very
paragon of giddiness. We went to bed every night at half-past nine and
got up at six; and, of course, Richmond is quite Mayfair when you learn
to know it."
The Earl, rising also, would have laughed it off, despite the
ridiculous nature of the effort.
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