“Going away!” he cried irritably. “Where are my letters? Where are your
brothers? What are you doing with a gentleman visitor (I beg ye a
thousand pardons, Mr. Temple!) and the place in such a state? It is my
opinion that there is something wrong. Where are my letters? It is not
in reason that there can be no letters. After being cast aside from
business for a time, to have your letters kept back from you, you will
allow, Mr. Temple,” he said, turning to me with an explanatory air, “is
irritating. It is perhaps done with a mistaken notion that I am not
equal to them; but if you think I will allow myself to be treated as a
child”--
He stammered a little now and then, in his anger, then made a great
effort to control himself. And then he looked up at us, once more a
little severely, and brought confusion to all our hopes with one simple
question. “Where is Colin?” he said.
What could be more natural? Charlotte gave me one look, and stood, white
as death, motionless, her fingers twisting together. How truly she had
said that falsehood was its own punishment, even such falsehood as
this. She had answered him with ambiguous words when he was in the state
of feebleness from which he had thus awoke, and he had been easily
satisfied and diverted from too close inquiry. But now she was
confounded by the sudden question. She could not confront with a
subterfuge her father’s serious eyes; her head drooped, her hands caught
at each other with a pitiful clasp, while he sat looking at her with an
authoritative, but as yet unalarmed, look. All this time the door had
been left ajar, and Margaret stood waiting outside, listening to all
that went on, without any thought of wrong, too much interested and
anxious to feel herself out of place. But when she heard this demand the
woman was struck with horror. She made a step within the door. “Oh,
Ellermore!” she cried. “Oh! my auld maister, dinna break her heart and
mine! To hear ye asking for Colin, and Colin in his grave this four
long months, poor lad, poor lad!” She threw her apron over her head as
she spoke, and burst forth into loud sobs and tears. Charlotte had put
out a hand to stop the revelation, but dropped it again, and stood by
speechless, her head bent, and wringing her hands, a silent image of
grief and guilt, as if it had been her from whom the blow came.
The old man sat and listened with a countenance growing ashy pale, and
with intent eyes, that seemed to flicker as if beyond his control. He
tried to speak, but in the trembling of his lips could articulate
nothing. Then he slowly raised himself up and stood, pallid and dizzy,
like a man on the edge of a precipice.
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