At last she gave me the key, and asked me to open the bag. “I have been
loth to disturb this peaceful moment,” she said, with a smile which was
full of sweetness and confidence, “and nothing outside seems of much
consequence just now; but the boys may have something to tell, and there
will be your letters. Will you open it, Mr. Temple?” I, too, was
loth--more loth than she--to disturb the calm; and the outside world was
nothing to me, while I sat here with her, and could fancy her my own.
But I did what she told me.
Letters are like fate; they must be encountered, with all that is good
and evil in them. I gave her hers, and laid out some, probably as
important to them, though they seemed to me so trifling and unnecessary,
that were for the maids. Then I turned to my own share. I had two
letters, one with a broad black border, which had been forwarded from
one place to another in search of me, and was nearly ten days old--for,
like most people, I examined the outside first; the other a large,
substantial blue letter, which meant business. I can remember now the
indifference with which I opened them, the mourning envelope first.
There were so many postmarks on it, that that of its origin, which would
have enlightened me at once, never struck me at all.
Heaven above! what was this that met my eyes? An announcement, full of
periphrasis, of formal regrets, of the death of my old Cousin Jocelyn
ten days before. I gave a sort of fierce cry--I can hear it now--and
tore open the second, the official letter. Of course I knew what it was,
of course I was aware that nothing could interfere, and yet the
opportuneness of the announcement was such that human nature, accustomed
to be balked, would not allow me to believe in the possibility. Then I
sprang from my seat. “I must go,” I cried; “there is not a moment to
lose. Stop all proceedings--do nothing about the going, for God’s sake,
till I come back.”
“Mr. Temple, what has happened? Charley”--cried Charlotte, blanched with
terror. She thought some other catastrophe had occurred, some still more
fatal news, that I could not tell her. But I was too much absorbed in my
own excitement to think of this.
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