My inheritance had come. There was nothing wonderful about it--it was my
right; but never did inheritance come at a more suitable moment. Charley
went back with me that afternoon, after a hurried conference with his
young brothers, who came round me, shaking my arms nearly off, and
calling to each other in their soft young basses, like rolls of mild
thunder, that, whatever happened, I was a good fellow, a true friend. If
they had not been so bashful they would have embraced me, less, I verily
believe, from the sense of escape from a great misery which they had
scarcely realised, than from generous pleasure in what they thought a
sort of noble generosity. That was their view of it. Charley perhaps was
more enlightened. He was very silent during the journey, but at one
point of it burst out suddenly upon me. “You are doing this for Chatty,
Temple. If you take her away, it will be as bad as losing Ellermore.” I
shook my head. Then, if never before, I felt the hopelessness of the
position. “There is but one thing you can do for me: say not a word of
that to her,” I said.
And I believe he kept counsel. It was of her own accord that Charlotte
came up to me after the hurried interview in which Charley laid my
proposal before her. She was very grave, though the sweetness of her
look drew the heart out of my breast. She held out her hands to me, but
her eyes took all warm significance out of this gesture. “Mr. Temple,”
she said, “you may think me bold to say it, but we are friends that can
say anything to one another. If in your great generosity there may yet
be a thought--a thought that a woman might recompense what was done for
her and hers”--Her beautiful countenance, beautiful in its love and
tenderness and noble dignity, but so pale, was suddenly suffused with
colour. She took her hands out of mine, and folded them together--“That
is out of my power--that is out of my power!” she said.
“I like it better so,” I cried. God help me! it was a lie, and so she
knew. “I want no recompense. I will be recompensed enough to know you
are here.”
And so it has remained ever since, and may, perhaps, for ever--I cannot
tell. We are dear friends. When anything happens in the family I am sent
for, and all is told to me. And so do I with her. We know all each
other’s secrets--those secrets which are not of fortune or incident, but
of the soul. Is there anything better in marriage than this? And yet
there is a longing which is human for something more.
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