The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little PilgrimOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Land of Darkness: Along with Some Further Chapters in the Experiences of the Little Pilgrim
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Future life -- Fiction; Purgatory -- Fiction
lonely path with the stinging of her wounds so keen and sharp that all
her body and soul were as one pain. Greater grief hath no man than
this, to be slain and tortured by those whom he loves. When her soul
could speak, this was what it said: ‘Father, forgive them. Father, save
them.’ She had no strength for more.
This the heavenly pilgrims saw, for they stood by her as in their own
country, where every thought is clear, and saw her heart. But as they
followed her and looked into her soul--with their hearts, which were
human too, wrung at the sight of hers in its anguish--there suddenly
became visible before them a strange sight such as they had never seen
before. It was like the rising of the sun, but it was not the sun.
Suddenly into the heart upon which they looked there came a great
silence and calm. There was nothing said that even they could hear, nor
done that they could see; but for a moment the throbbing was stilled,
and the anguish calmed, and there came a great peace. The woman in whom
this wonder was wrought was astonished, as they were. She gave a low cry
in the darkness for wonder that the pain had gone from her in an
instant, in the twinkling of an eye. There was no promise made to her
that her prayer would be granted, and no new light given to guide her
for the time to come. But her pain was taken away. She stood hushed and
lifted her eyes, and the gray of the sea, and the low cloud that was
like a canopy above, and the lightening of colourless light towards the
west, entered with their great quiet into her heart. ‘Is this the peace
that passeth all understanding?’ she said to herself, confused with the
sudden calm. In all her life it had never so happened to her before--to
be healed of her grievous wounds, yet without cause; and while no change
was wrought, yet to be put to rest.
‘It is our Brother,’ said the little Pilgrim, shedding tears of joy. ‘It
is the secret of the Lord,’ said the Sage; but not even they had seen
Him passing by.
They walked with her softly in the silence, in the sound of the sea,
till the wonder in her was hushed like the pain, and talked with her
though she knew it not. For very soon questions arose in her heart. ‘And
oh,’ she said, ‘is this the Lord’s reply?’ with thankfulness and awe;
but because she was human, and knew so little, and was full of
impatience, ‘Oh, and is this _all_?’ was what she next said, ‘I asked
for _them_, and Thou hast given to _me_----’ then the voice of her
heart grew louder, and she cried, with the sound of the pain coming
back, ‘I ask one thing, and Thou givest another. I asked no blessing for
me. I asked for them, my Lord, my God! Give it to them--to them!’ with
disappointment rising in her heart.
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