The Last Days of TolstoyChertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
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The Last Days of Tolstoy
Chertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
Some people lay stress on the spiritual pain which Sofya Andreyevna
must have experienced when she learned that Leo Nikolaevitch had left
her. There is no doubt that this pain must have been very severe,
particularly at first. But one must not blame others for the
sufferings which are the work of the sufferer himself. If my own
negligence is the cause of a man slipping off the roof and falling on
my head I cannot blame him for the bruises he has caused me by his
fall. It is as unjust to blame Leo Nikolaevitch for the suffering
caused to Sofya Andreyevna by his departure, which was provoked by
herself. Moreover, sufferings which are the result of our own
mistakes are often beneficial. So in this instance, if Sofya
Andreyevna, toward the end of the life of Leo Nikolaevitch, ever
displayed the faintest gleams of consciousness of the great wrong she
had done him, it was only at the time of her heaviest suffering on
account of his leaving her. And therefore one may regret the causes
which called forth Leo Nikolaevitch's departure, but not that the
emotional shock given Sofya Andreyevna by it opened her eyes, if only
for a few instants, to the true significance of her behaviour to her
husband.
If it should seem strange to anyone that Leo Nikolaevitch, even after
he had left home, so dreaded an interview with Sofya Andreyevna, that
is only because the mental condition in which, as Leo Nikolaevitch
well knew, she was at that time is too little known. When he left
Yasnaya Polyana Leo Nikolaevitch firmly and unhesitatingly decided to
cut himself off from his family, and therefore while he was still
hoping to live independently, he naturally avoided interviews with
Sofya Andreyevna, who would with all her energies, and without
scruple as to the means employed, have hindered his realising his
plan. When he was laid up at Astapavo and foresaw the possibility of
death being at hand, it was just as natural that he should have felt
the need of that spiritual tranquillity to which every dying man has
a right. And that Sofya Andreyevna's condition at that time really
was such that she could have brought nothing to his death-bed but
deception, vanity, material importunities, fuss and noise, that is
well known by all who have had the opportunity of watching at close
quarters her behaviour not only in all Leo Nikolaevitch's serious
illnesses in later years and during the last months of his life at
Yasnaya Polyana, but also during the first days after he had gone
away, and during her stay in his neighbourhood at Astapovo, and by
his bedside during the last unconscious moments, and during the first
hours after his death. Anyone who saw Sofya Andreyevna under all
these conditions cannot but acknowledge that Leo Nikolaevitch showed
great foresight in so persistently avoiding interviews with her while
she was in that condition. A personal interview between them at that
time could not only add nothing to what he had told her in his last
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