The Last Days of TolstoyChertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
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The Last Days of Tolstoy
Chertkov, V. G. (Vladimir Grigorevich)
Tolstoy, Leo, graf, 1828-1910
Many of the most various opinions have been expressed as to whether
Tolstoy was right in leaving his family. To the friends of Leo
Nikolaevitch who respected his soul and recognise the freedom of
conscience and independence of human personality in all, the question
in regard to Leo Nikolaevitch's going away is not whether he was
right or wrong in taking that step. A man is really answerable not
to the conscience of another, but only to his own. It is enough for
us that it was not with a light heart that Leo Nikolaevitch came to
his final decision to leave his wife. Once more I repeat that since
he restrained himself for thirty years from going away, during the
whole of that period patiently bearing the most poignant spiritual
sufferings which often brought him to the verge of the grave,--and in
the end he did die indeed from not having gone away sooner,--then
surely we might do homage to the undoubted purity of his motives, and
recognise that he had the right to decide the question in the end not
in accordance with our views, but in accordance with his own
judgment.
I at least for my part--carefully calling up before my imagination
all that I heard with my own ears from Leo Nikolaevitch himself, and
what I saw with my own eyes, amplifying this with what he wrote in
his diary and said in various writings and intimate letters, and
finally collating all this with contemporary communications, diaries
and notes of most intimate friends who were, just as I was, witnesses
of the great drama of the last months of his life--I do not see the
possibility even from the most critical standpoint of seeing the
slightest inconsistency in the fact that Leo Nikolaevitch remained so
long with his wife and then thought it necessary to leave her. In
this as in all else one can follow the inevitable, fully consistent
and independent reaction of his inner life to external circumstances
as they gradually opened out before him and suddenly took definite
shape towards the end.
In all Leo Nikolaevitch's impulses and actions after the religious
revolution which took place in him in the 'eighties, the same
fundamental and guiding principle is all the time conspicuous; that
is, the perpetual effort which persisted to the day of his death, to
do not his own will nor the will of those surrounding him, but the
will of God as he interpreted it according to his best understanding.
What more can we expect of a man?
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