Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
A cloud appeared upon her countenance; then, coldly, “That will do,” she
told him.
Once more in the informal garage he lit the gas jet on either wall, and,
in the bubbling, watery light, found the automobile caked with mud and
grease, the tires flat, the wires charred and the cylinders coated with
carbon. A pair of old canvas trousers were hanging from a nail, and,
donning them and connecting a length of hose to a convenient faucet, he
began the task of putting the machine in order. It was past eleven
when he finished for the night, and mounting with cramped and stiffened
muscles to his room, he fell into immediate slumber.
XXXIV
ON the following morning he wrote a brief, reassuring note to his
father; then, over another page, hesitated with poised pen. “Dear
Eliza,” he finally began, then once more fell into indecision. “I wish
I were back on the Wingo-hocking with you,” he' embarked. “That was
splendid, having you in the canoe, with no one else; the whole world
seemed empty except for you and me. It's no joke of an emptiness without
you.
I have been delayed in reaching California, but I'll soon be out there
now, working like thunder for our wedding.
“Mostly I can't realize it, it's too good to be true--you seem like
a thing I dreamed about, in a dream all full of moonlight and white
flowers. It's funny but I smell lilacs, you know like you picked,
everywhere. Last night, cleaning a car just soaked in dirt and greasy
smells, that perfume came out of nothing, and hung about so real that it
hurt me. And all the time I kept thinking that you were standing beside
me and smiling. I knew better, but I had to look more than once.
“Love's different from what I thought it would be; I thought it would be
all happy, but it's not that, it's blamed serious. I am always flinching
from blows that might fall on you, do you see? Before I went away I
saw a man kiss a woman, and they both seemed scared; I understand that
now--they loved each other.”
He broke off and gazed out the narrow window over the feathery tops of
maples, the symmetrical, bronze tops of a clump of pines. The odor of
lilacs came to him illusively; he was certain that Eliza was standing at
his shoulder; he could hear a silken whisper, feel an intangible thrill
of warmth. He turned sharply, and faced the empty room, the bright,
stentorious clock, the table with the pitcher and glass and serious
volumes. “Hell!” he exclaimed in angry remonstrance at his credulity.
Still shaken by the reality of the impression he wondered if he were
growing crazy? The bell above the washstand rang sharply, and, putting
the incomplete letter in a drawer, he proceeded over the tanbark path
that led to the house.
Annot Hardinge beckoned to him from the porch, and, turning, he passed a
conservatory built against the side of the dwelling, where he saw small,
identical plants ranged in mathematical rows.
“What is your name?” she demanded abruptly, as he stopped before her.
“Anthony,” he told her.
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